musings.

apparently..

2011-10-27T23:52:00.001+08:00

Americans are the top viewers of my blog!
Hurray! *star spangled banner plays*

It's kinda funny cuz.. i might be headed to the US to further my studies.. so.. 600+ would know me over there. :D
unless the same 3 people visited my blog 200 times over the span of.. uhh. the 3-4 years of my blogging?

cool. extreme fan-dom.

i got my Clara C concert ticket! (man, that's CCC. cool.)

:D :D :D
She sounds as great as she looks. :D

so stoked for the CCC. lol.
i MUST get a picture with her. once i do, it's going up here on this blog. :D

i want a squier telecaster.
that's an electric guitar.
it looks awesome.
it sounds awesome.
it sits well with someone awesome.~~. like me.~~

lolol.

I think notwithstanding the number of visits from American bloghoppers, hardly any of them read this stuff.
same goes to any of you from other countries. even the non-english speaking ones.

SO IF YOU'RE READING THIS, GO TO THE CHATBOX OVER THERE ON THE RIGHT AND TYPE "SCINTILLATING ARMPIT HAIR"

or something of that grandeur.

because.. it'll be cool.
yeh.

alright.
goobaiz.

WATCH, LIKE, AND VOTE. :D

2011-10-20T01:30:00.000+08:00

HI.

I see that some people venture these barren lands.

WELL. GOOD PUBLICITY.

please please, watch and enjoy. :D
if you like it.. say you like it! comment on the video itself.
if you don't.. you could say it nicely and state why.
if you love to troll or flame and give some senseless raging comment, please.. go away.
haha.

so here it is. NICE AND BIG.

PLEASE SHARE IT IF YOU LOVE IT.

and since you've watched that, go ahead and check this page out if you have facebook - which i am very sure you do - and vote for my band! :D

http://apps.facebook.com/sonylikemalaysia/contests/151420/voteable_entries/32309013?order=recency&view_entries=1

its a competition we've recently joined and we need the votes to win and go compete with other country's winners!
for so long, i've wanted to excel in my music life (i wanted to say career but.. there isn't much of a career at all so.. yeah. T_T) and this most definitely will be a huge stepping stone for my band and i.

so please! vote vote vote. :D
and if you enjoyed our performance, please share the video with others and get them to vote too! :D

thank you all very much.

you can also check out my channel. not much yet but i'll add more covers soon!
also my band channel.

i am now a freelance writer. wut.

i might be teaching guitar at a music school soon. yay!

i am sitting for SAT 1 in two and a half weeks and i haven't started studying yet. oh crap.

i LOVE Clara C and her music. i'm going for her concert in KL! 29th November 2011.
click here for more details! ---->http://www.tickethotline.com.my/events/clara-c-live-in-kl/

i miss my friends who have flown overseas. ):

i want a new electric guitar. telecaster, maybe?

i still want the original L4D2. hehe.

i am nothing.

... wait wut?

yup. i am nothing. if i don't have Christ, i am nothing.

Christ is all i have and all that matters.

been discovering more about God lately through His word.

i constantly thank Him for His mercy and the things He has revealed to me through His Word.

well that's all i shall say for now.

thank you all for your time!

Thus ends my post.

nothing good happens late at night.

2011-09-15T04:11:00.000+08:00

oh God.

help me.

pull me out of this miry pit.

rushes of memories run through my veins.

circulating through my being.

projecting themselves finally, after a pretty long while.

oh God.

is this of You?

random post from nowhere.

eating away at itself.

2011-01-03T01:29:00.000+08:00

it wrenches.

it eats away at itself.

it knows the Way.

yet, it chooses to digress.

it pains with its very own agreements.

it screams in agony.

but never to be heard. only by the One above.

but yet, His solace does not quench the burning coal..

not as quickly as desired.

it creates

a facade. a masquerade. a pretense.

of joy and elation.

to hide the emptiness inside.

it enjoys ephemeral satisfaction.

only to be dragged down later into the hole dug out by itself.

the hole of regret.

why, oh why does it do this to itself?

the answer is unseen. unheard.

it is locked somewhere deep and dark.

only reached through catacombs of true reflection.

only ventured when.. well. i don't know.

i'm sorry i brought you here.

i should've cleaned up this mess before i did.

or at least while you were still here.

why, oh why does it do this to itself?

i am my own affliction, indeed.

only He can set it free.

only He can loosen these chains.

only He can liberate it from its pains.

only He can set it free.

but until then.

this is...

key to my mind.

2010-12-09T03:21:00.000+08:00

i revisited my blog and decided to just give it a post.

hello world.

i'm 18 now.

i'm doing edexcel A-levels in methodist college kuala lumpur.

(its a good college! you should consider. 8D)

i think i've gotten somewhat taller.

i still love green.

i love God.

i'm on holidays now.

gee i dunno.

today's been a really stone-ish day.

had a real bad dream this morning.

dreamt of seeing dead people. like a murder scene. in front of an airport.

i saw people crying over the bodies.

i saw people vomiting from the smell.

the ominous feeling loomed over me, even after i woke up.

even now i feel it, as i type this.

ugh. hate it.

i prayed and fell back asleep. o_O

woke up at around 1pm.

no idea why i keep sleeping for so long these days.

once i entered holiday mode, i sleep for 12 hours. o.o

during usual college days i sleep for like what.. 6 hours at most?

4 hours usually?

hmm.

so yeah, ever heard the saying? (which i believe to be true)

the first 15 minutes of your day determines the course/mood of your whole day.

it applies to me, to some extent, somehow.

so yeah, not such a great day today, mood-wise i guess.

hmm.

i had.. char kuay teow for lunch?

...

i had worship practice for this coming youth camp!

elevate 10.

will be going to peacehaven, genting highlands from 11th-14th.

its gonna be a great time with God. and friends of course. (:

jou's not going though. D: again.

because of.. MADWORLD!

its a musical/dance production, a collaboration between SIBKL and DUMC.

there were shows on the 3rd and 5th of dec. i caught all three of 'em. they were all awesome! :D

the dance is spectacular, really. loved it.

do not fret! there are shows on the 24th, 25th and 26th! christmas weekend!

it'll be at SIBKL. Google is your best friend. go get directions from there. x)

tickets are free, but required for entry. so.. go comment on someone's wall on fb that could possibly help you get tickets!

or post something in the chatbox. maybe i can help. :O

hmm.

its 3.42am.

i like underoath?

yes i know, very different from usual, secular music.

but hey, some of their songs' lyrics are good.

and i dunno, i've accustomed myself to know how to appreciate their music.

yes, it still is music. if you don't think it is, then learn to widen your listening variety.

the drums are awesome. even more colorful once their drummer recently got replaced for their latest album, Disambiguation. not dissing the former drummer's skills or anything. :D he's awesome too. its just that the new drummer's style fits the band better.

and since the drummer who left, Aaron Gillespie, was also the main singer for the band, now the screamer, Spencer Chamberlain, had to do all the singing and screaming for their latest album.

so the new album has got a pretty new feel to it.

though i have to admit, Spencer can really sound like Aaron sometimes, when he sings. o_O

one of my favourite songs by Underoath is Too Bright To See, Too Loud To Hear.

i like the lyrics. check it out. :D

don't worry, there's not thaaat much screaming.

if you compare to other songs from them. o_O

hmm. that's all for now i guess.

i'm just here randomly saying whatever comes to my mind.

and there are many things on my mind.

i'll come back... sometime.

Thus ends my post.

i got a feelin'...wooooohoooooo.

2009-12-23T02:01:00.000+08:00

that tonight's gonna be a...

it ain't night no more. it's a dawn of a new beginning. (eg. college NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO)

which brings me to say. holy CAOW. i haven't enrolled myself in mckl yet craaap. i need to soon. =\

hello people. =D since spm is over.. err. i guess there should be time to blog, no? lets rekindle this fire, eh? just like how oxygen rekindles a glowing splinter HOHOHOHOHOHOHOHO.

sooo. there are a few things to blog about.. like camp.. prom.. spm. o.o

but its 2am. don't think i can regurgitate everything. so i'll blog about the outstanding things!

first of all.. camp! =D

it was an awesome camp.. even though some of my expectations weren't met, it was a great new experience. encountering God a whole new way. =)

though i CAN tell you one thing that wasn't awesome about the camp. and i bet if you asked anyone else who went for the camp, majority of them would say the same thing.
none other than the... ELEVATOR. (kinda funny cuz the theme of our camp was 'elevate' )
elevator there = fail. seriously. there are a few points i can expatiate on.
one.
the elevator are really really SSUUHHHH-LOOOWWWWWW.
in contrast to the elevators at prom in westin hotel, holy crap man. the westin hotel elevators, when going down, i remember seeing the numbers changing in the elevator. and in just one second, it would change from 15... to 5. no joke! o.o

but THIS phail elevator. is like. uber slow. they have couches on level 2 in front of the elevators cuz they know that their elevators fail so bad. and you can hear the cables creaking from outside the elevator door so you know the elevators are badly maintained.

two.
the lif bomba, which is supposed to be faster than the other two lifts, was slower than the other two lifts. == this is because, for some weird reason, it would decide to be annoying and stop at every floor. how convenient.
if someone were trapped up on the 10th floor and was in need of rescue from a fire, he sure gg la.==

three.
the lift loves to do stupid things like.. skip my floor even though i press the button.
there was once, i was late for practice. because i'm mr i'm-always-late-for-soundcheck-before-session-starts according to jon. and i had to go back up to my room because i forgot my maggi cup. =\ was gonna give it to my mortal. so i took the elevator (thank goodness it wasn't the lif bomba) up to the 8th floor and got my stuff. i came back and pressed the down button. the elevator was being gay on the 9th floor, taking its sweet time. so i waited (im)patiently. after a while, i glanced back at the level display thing or whatever you call it. and it said 7. and the down button was still lit. == meaning, the lift didn't even stop.

so yes.. there's your Le Paris elevator.

on the good side.. AWESOME EXPERIENCE TIME.
on the 3rd day of camp, the morning session was just amazing. everyone was just so.. synced with God and everyone experienced Him in a powerful way, i'm sure. so after the session, we went ahead and had our lunch. aaaand.. at this point of time, i hadn't received anything from my angel yet.. =(

wait, some of you guys don't know what angel mortal is.
okay everyone in the camp is given another person to bless throughout the camp without revealing his/her identity (until camp is over). so the one who blesses is the angel and the one who's blessed is the mortal.

so yeah, i hadn't received anything yet. and theeen.. my group member, le on handed me a folded piece of paper saying it was from my angel. so of course, i was happy because i finally received something! =D i eagerly opened up the paper, awaiting a nice note or something. but as i read the first few lines, i discovered it wasn't from my angel. but from.. someone who God spoke to about me! o.o that's even better than a note from my angel! i was so surprised! this is what it said..

hey, joel

i'm not your angel but God asked me to tell you something. We don't know each other but God works in many ways, right? Well, He said that He have(has) bigger plans for you in the future and that you will be a mighty warrior for Him. He also says that you have to give up certain things in your life. It's going to be hard but He says He will help you...

...He says he wants to talk to you tonight and that you have to open your heart to hear him. So..be ready k?

and i thought to myself... WOW. this is amazing! i've always heard of people getting these sort of things but never has it happened to me! its so cool when someone sorta.. prophesies over you. =D

and that night, i sought Him for a long time. around an hour.. although i did not find Him how i thought i would, He still taught me things like to be persistent. never had i sat down and prayed for so long! o.o i learned to be still. to just sit in His presence and enjoy His peace. i learned to not just focus on Him when everybody else is in the mood, but also when you're alone by yourself in any environment. when everyone had left, i was still alone in the front, seeking God.

now that, was a change.

there were so many other awesome things in camp like.. my group! CHRYSLER! =D
shout out to you guys, you guys were great. although we didn't win anything, i enjoyed having you guys as my fellow.. warriors. lol ok no, that sounds too cheesy. fellow members. x)

anyway yes, there were so many other things but.. its 3.15 nao! o.o

--

prom.

i love the hotel! the place is just sweet. oh and everyone was looking beautiful and handsome yesterday night. i don't have many pictures because.. i forgot to bring my camera nooooooooooo.
and my phone camera kinda sucks. =\ but facebook is full of photos so..check it out! =D

i'd blog more but.. my body calls me to lie and fall into fitful slumber.

zzzzz.

i shall endeavour to blog more. =D

Thus ends my post.

EMILIO AGUINALDO. o.o

2009-11-03T19:38:00.000+08:00

peer pressure.

my blog beckons to me..

"WRITE ON ME LAAHHHHH!!!"

it's been ages since i've blogged anything. o.o

and i think it'll be another "semester" of no blogging till..God knows when.

might decide to start blogging again after spm , since i would evidently have more free time...i think.

=D

SPM IS NEARING. HOLY GUACAMOLE.

sigh. reading liqi's and soonyi's blogs make me feel disparaged. =\
they post up such deep things! they expatiate themselves well. :D ~~envy~~.

btw i'm sure there are others out there who blog very inspiring and spurring things, it's just i've been looking at their blogs lately. like really, lately. two minutes ago? x)

i hardly blog hop anymore. let alone, blog at all. lost the blog gist, ya know?

i usually think a lot (hence my blog title, musings.) , and i have a thing or two to say about current issues.. or the latest incident or whatever.

however, i'll end up being lazy, forgetting my points and not blog at all.
i'll also think at times that..

"nahhh.. this stuff is just like.. a brain fart. why would they wanna know?"
*holds backspace*

actually i think that most of the time i blog. o.o

but.

isn't that what a blog is for?

for expressing yourself?

i've been rather introverted for quite some time.
keep thoughts to myself.
hold my tongue.
and just listen to people and their stories.

gee, in fact i find it hard to look at myself in the personality mirror and see how i've changed.

have i changed a lot?
how? o.o

question for all you people :D (who actually bother to read this blog.)

i feel like taking a step out the door.
breathe in fresh air.
feel the breeze. ~~remove these cutleries from mah knees.~~

i feel that the world needs some of my opinion. =D

till then..

Thus ends my post.

my blog is really destitute.

2009-07-27T20:03:00.000+08:00

muahaha. my very own video. starting to think it's not that great though. o.o just watch it anyway. give it more views. x)

just for lulz.

2009-05-16T01:06:00.000+08:00

Murid : Selamat pagi, cikgu.

Cikgu : (Menengking) Mengapa selamat pagi sahaja? Petang dan malam awak doakan saya tak selamat?

Murid : Selamat pagi, petang dan malam cikgu!

Cikgu : Panjang sangat! Tak pernah dibuat oleh orang! Kata selamat sejahtera! Senang dan penuh bermakna. Lagipun ucapan ini meliputi semua masa dan keadaan.

Murid : Selamat sejahtera cikgu!

Cikgu : Sama-sama, duduk! Dengar sini baik-baik. Hari ini cikgu nak uji kamu semua tentang perkataan berlawan. Bila cikgu sebutkan perkataannya, kamu semua mesti menjawab dengan cepat, lawan bagi perkataan-perkataan itu, faham?

Murid : Faham, cikgu!

Cikgu : Saya tak mahu ada apa-apa gangguan.

Murid : (senyap)

Cikgu : Pandai!

Murid : Bodoh!

Cikgu : Tinggi!

Murid : Rendah!

Cikgu : Jauh!

Murid : Dekat!

Cikgu : Keadilan!

Murid : UMNO!

Cikgu : Salah!

Murid : Betul!

Cikgu : Bodoh!

Murid : Pandai!

Cikgu : Bukan!

Murid : Ya!

Cikgu : Oh Tuhan!

Murid : Oh Hamba!

Cikgu : Dengar ini!

Murid : Dengar itu!

Cikgu : Diam!

Murid : Bising!

Cikgu : Itu bukan pertanyaan, bodoh!

Murid : Ini ialah jawapan, pandai!

Cikgu : Mati aku!

Murid : Hidup kami!

Cikgu : Rotan baru tau!

Murid : Akar lama tak tau!

Cikgu : Malas aku ajar kamu!

Murid : Rajin kami belajar cikgu!

Cikgu : Kamu gila!

Murid : Kami siuman!

Cikgu : Cukup! Cukup!

Murid : Kurang! Kurang!

Cikgu : Sudah! Sudah!

Murid : Belum! Belum!

Cikgu : Mengapa kamu semua bodoh sangat?

Murid : Sebab saya seorang pandai!

Cikgu : Oh! Melawan!

Murid : Oh! Mengalah!

Cikgu : Kurang ajar!

Murid : Cukup ajar!

Cikgu : Habis aku!

Murid : Kekal kami!

Cikgu : O.K. Pelajaran sudah habis!

Murid : K.O. Pelajaran belum bermula!

Cikgu : Sudah, bodoh!

Murid : Belum, pandai!

Cikgu : Berdiri!

Murid : Duduk!

Cikgu : Saya kata UMNO salah!

Murid : Kami dengar KeADILan betul!

Cikgu : Bangang kamu ni!

Murid : Cerdik kami tu!

Cikgu : Rosak!

Murid : Baik!

Cikgu : Kamu semua ditahan tengah hari ini!

Murid : Dilepaskan tengah malam itu!

Cikgu : (Senyap dan mengambil buku-bukunya keluar.)

lulz.

succumb once again.

2009-05-14T00:09:00.000+08:00

to laziness!

so hard (lazy) to keep up with my blog. bear with the emptiness.

not like i'm giving early notice. o.O

LLL once again.

2009-04-20T16:15:00.001+08:00

i came home from krs kem pentauliahan yesterday! and this time i was the ajk..since i passed last year already. x)

so it was MY turn to scream during obh, not scramble to line up when called in, my turn to listen to people stutter as they lapor masuk and stuff. heh.

congrats to all 15 new lance corporals! you guys' must've earned it. =)

---

gahhh stupid moral project. i've gotta finish it up now.

nothing much to say.i'll post when i do.

Thus ends my post.

gmoz!

2009-04-14T19:39:00.001+08:00

supposed to collect my captive phone today. unfortunately parents aren't free. =(

...

i'm part of my prom's committee. o.o big responsibility to hold on to.
settling the entertainment. like bands and other performances.

along with prom, there's always..prom king and prom queen! don't think anyone would vote a short king.x)

...

malam bakat is BACK. back to night time. not hari bakat. ==
my band's auditioning, as usual. hope we make it in. *crosses fingers* wonder what we should play for auditions.. hmm?
i'm also contemplating doing an acoustic solo.. like bu4 idol. except i have no idea what to sing...again. x) maybe john mayer?

booya.x)

...

piled with work and other things. whooh. gotta get myself together.

step 1: don't spend so much time on the comp.

o.o

Thus ends my post.

zomg!

2009-04-07T17:55:00.000+08:00

MY PHONE GOT CONFISCATED TODAY!

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back to my old flippy nokia for a week. gahhh.

my beautiful green shoes.

2009-04-06T17:51:00.000+08:00

i got 81.7% for bk!

....

we incurred a loss of about 70 bucks at family day. =(
due to the stupid rain and faulty electricity supply.

...

gonna cut my hair? lol.

beach at bmew. - pd.

Thus ends my post.

i just wasted 5 hours of my life.

2009-04-02T18:30:00.000+08:00

no really, i literally just wasted 5 hours of my life. it's a very ridiculous story, here it is.

today, i didn't go to school. but there's krs today so i planned to cycle to school for krs at around 1.20.

before this i had been doing my half finished bk exam (finally!) and was preparing to leave at around 1pm. got myself dressed and put my uniform into my bag. grabbed my new white socks i bought about a week ago and stepped out the front door.

my house, probably like anyone else's, has a grill and a wooden door. i unlocked the grill's padlock (the grill's lock is spoilt so there's no need to unlock.) and hung the padlock on the grill for a while. grabbed my black shoes and put them on. i looked at the mismatch, white socks black shoes

"*murmur*black socks la then."

so i took my keys out of the padlock and went back in, involuntarily put my keys on my room table and got my black socks. THIS was my fatal mistake. i should've just left my keys outside by the grill.. =(

i walked out the wooden door, pressed the lock button and closed it shut. then my face was like

O.O

*tries to open door*

"oh my goodness NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO."

...

~~andtheniwenttotbuntoleft4deadforthenext5hourslawl.~~

so yes. for the last 5 hours i've been stuck outside my house. i can't leave my place because the grill can't be locked without my key. neither can i cycle to school without my key.

called my dad, he left about only 20 minutes before and by the time i called him , he was in SJMC with my mom. SUBANG JAYA medical centre.

no chance there.

called my brother, he was in college in kl. if he were to come back it would take him an hour..but i don't wanna sit out here! maybe he's on the way back. ------ he said he's coming back around 6 something.
...darn. i'm doomed.

so then i embarked upon a journey..a journey that had no moving. a journey that was tediously dull for hours.

all i had in my bag was my phone, earphones, some homemade brownies as a snack, my wallet, my krs uniform.

so i sat there and watched MOCK THE WEEK videos which i just managed to put on my phone lately, read my phone bible since i didn't have any book to study, study bk with the bible! but that didn't last. how do you comfortably study at your front door, LITERALLY. listened to music and just sat around aimlessly.

the most unproductive 5 hours of my life.

there are a few ups though.

if anyone to ask me what was the stupidest moment in your life, i now have an answer!

and after about 4 and a half hours, i decided to walk around and look at whatever scenery there is from my place, which i haven't appreciated ever since i moved in. =\

went to the side door, fire escape stairs and look what i found!

i found heaven...next to the nkve!lol.

beautiful isn't it?

beauty in the hustle-bustle of life.

took picture of my pool for i dont know what reason.

lol this picture looks like it was taken from a miniature model of my apartment or something..right?the man looks so..miniature model-y. xD

view from my floor.

then i decided to go up to the top floor! 24th floor..but the it says 23a in the elevator and everywhere else.x)

view from the 23a-th floor! you can see the ldp if you know what you're looking at. =D

can you see the rain up ahead?x)

lol i never saw those alphabets that way before.x)

beauty of the sky. sky beauty..oooh sounds like nice band names.x)

took a picture looking straight down.

oh while taking the light seeping through the clouds, suddenly this figure starting floating into the scene..it's a plane! that little spec over there. it was amusing watching it fly in the open sky. =D

I CAN SEE YOU, JAMES. x) i actually can pinpoint the location of his house but its not clear on the photo. i can tell by his big round tree by his house.x)

i can even see one world and one utama! for some reason the picture focused on daryll's condo. i thought my phone doesn't have focus...

look what i found! footballers on a roof next to petronas.

all these photos were taken with my phone. =D

so..if you ever wanna make a list of 'things to do when locked out of your own home' , there you are.

i'll post some other pictures later. random photos hanging around in my phone.

FAMILY DAY IS COMING!

come support us!
p/s : my band's playing. lol.

eBuddy is cool. can now login to msn if we ever manage to use the teacher's comp in the bilik spbt again.x)

i messed up 4x100. nothing much to say. fumbled up the baton pass. made my team get last.

but yellow got first so..yay for yellow?don't feel like i contributed to the victory so..wtv lors.

Thus ends my post.

.

2009-04-02T13:07:00.000+08:00

Lord, help me.

i'm losing my mind.

i'm living a wretched man's life.

selfish, i am.

Lord, help me.

wowo.

2009-03-18T00:39:00.000+08:00

time has long been since update i have.

lets see..WOW.before bu4 idol???

gee thats a long time.so much for my endeavour.x)

so you people shall be updated with my life..for thats what blogs are for right?x)

so first up, some laughs to get you guys going.going on stuff that i've been...going on.
i'm talking weird right?these videos should explain why.x) lately i've been stumbling upon some videos which just crack me up.it may not appeal to some but its LOLworthy for me.so wtheck.

these are videos made from the game half life 2.maybe i should try doing stuff like that when i'm free.x)

anyway back to real life.lets start from where i left off eh?

so..bu4 idol..i decided on dare you to move by my favorite band, switchfoot! and it won me 2nd place! liesa got first, and she deserved it too, i must say. she's got a godlike voice. she sang kiss me. *applause*

next few things..err..ujian bulanan? i did surprisingly well! placed 5th in my class, and my class is the 2nd science class out of 4! though..placing doesn't really matter. the placing is calculated based on your gpa or whether you fail any subjects. if you fail one, you're labelled as G for gagal. even if you got 90+ for every other subject. case for jou, who was supposed to get 6th or 7th.=\ the papers weren't exactly spm format so we can't fully grade ourselves from there. i shall not be proud. but its a personal acheivement. x)

sports day saringan (preliminary rounds)!i participated in lompat tinggi (high jump), lompat jauh (long jump) , 100m sprint and later during sports day, 4x100m.

for lompat jauh , i didn't win anything. =( because i have a major flaw. i can't get my footing right! everytime i run towards the plank, i'm never sure whether i'll land on the plank with my left or right foot. and i jump with my right foot. i tried counting my steps from the plank but it doesn't really help for me..so i practised and practised days before the prelims. i managed to get 4.7+ meters on one jump somehow.although i batal-ed on that jump by stepping past the plank, it's still pretty far.

moments before the competition started, i was practising too, and i managed to find my left foot on the plank most of the time. it started off with the lower class first (form 1-3). some of them can really fly! though their furthest was 4.2+ i think. our class was way further.

when it was our class' turn to jump, red house went first..then my house. kokss was the first to jump. kudos to him for cycling all the way last minute to jump, cuz we had no other jumpers. my house is seriously sad, very few athletes, in form4 and 5 at least. but thats another story.

then came my turn..i was ready..took the same one step back next to the tree.i rannnnn.. AND I...landed on my right foot. ==" okay..that wasn't good.i jumped a 4.08m(i think).thats pathetic. never mind it's okay. i've got 3 tries.

2nd try.right foot.
gah crap..never mind last try. maybe it'll be all cheesy like in tv shows where it gets all slow motion in the last try and i manage to fly like a bird to a 4.7+ again.

3rd try. FAIL. right foot AGAIN.
frustrating.

conclusion = life ain't like movies. duh.

dwayne from blue house got first.he jumped a whopping 4.8+ meters.or was it 4.9??imba feller.

high jump. i ALMOST placed 3rd. *boy oh boy gesture* but i was beaten by my yellow house team mate, iman, so we still win 3rd place. don't think we could've won 2nd because liqi's green house jumpers are just too good. aiman is too tall. ezwar is too light. in the end, they jumped 157 cm i think. o.o i only barely managed 150cm, which i failed.i know i could have! i almost made it over the bar but my heel hit the bar. gah.

oh and 100m was just disgraceful. i got last. =x firstly, i would like to blame the girl at the starting line. she's probably got ADD or her brain was running fast like speed of light. once she saw the green flag on the other side of the field, she immediately said "okay ah kegarisansedia *horn blows*" no stops in between! maybe it's just me not being cut out as a runner but.. shouldn't there be that short suspense-drop-of-perspiration-rolling-down-my-forehead moment before the horn goes off? man..everyone else agreed she counted too fast anyway.

secondly, for some reason, i couldn't run my best.even though i was readying myself up from the start of the day.i think i ran more than a 13.5 for saringan i think. where as during house practice, i could run 12 point something. when i reached the finishing line during saringan, i wasn't tired at all while the others were all panting. i thought, "that's weird.."

thirdly, it's discouraging seeing 7 other people running ahead of you.

greatly discouraged from all these 3 acara's i set out for. starting to feel like a jack of all trades (or rather some trades), master of none. not entirely good at something.

though i DID participate in tarik tali (tug-of-war). i didn't plan to, i was just pulled into it cuz my house was short of participants, once again. and for a change..we WON! =D how ironic. i actually help my house win something when i do something i had no idea i could do.i feel stronger now..>)

the acara i REALLY wanna flourish in is running. and i horribly failed in my first attempt. and i mean horribly, what's worse than last? so yeah. my last shot at redemption, my final year to ever run for my house. will be on the 27th of march. a chance for me to run as final runner (as i requested) to lead my house to victory.(for 4x100 at least) my spirit shall not falter at the sight of my opponents.

=D

what's next..mmm my favourite past time now is..LEFT 4 DEAD.

ever since counter strike died down..i guess they really needed the boost.and man, has left 4 dead given valve that.

its a game basically about a city getting infected with a rampant virus, and you play as one of the 4 survivors who are somewhat immune to the virus. and you work your way to get rescue for yourselves.

i know i'm really no good at explaining things, but little explaining is needed anyway.left 4 dead is a hot topic for gamers now.it's like the new dota.x) even girls are playing the game..so revolutionary!

i can't think of what else to blog about now..tired.its 1.53 am so yeah.see ya people.hope you enjoy my nonsense.

Thus ends my post.

what song, oh what song..

2009-02-16T21:14:00.000+08:00

all i can come up with is..

switchfoot?

fall out boy?

gee i'm stumped.i've got musician's block. what song, oh what song? =\ =\ =\

cepatss.some ideas pls..=\

Thus ends my post.

once again.

2009-02-14T01:15:00.000+08:00

once again.

tainted and tarnished.

first one, now another. regaining the first one, worsening the other.

sigh.what can i do besides apologize.

Thus ends my post.

ptl!

2009-02-14T00:26:00.000+08:00

little little updates!

mom's much much better! she's being discharged from the hospital tmr.yay!
which means i won't be going for youth.. awwwhh..=( this week's youth is gonna be funny too.and i'm missing it..aggghh...

i'm taking part in lompat tinggi and possibly 100mx4 and 100m? apparently word is spreading around (actually from liqi only so far) that yellow house got more points than green house..

YEAHHH.

oh btw.can i make myself clear?i shall annunciate myself.

I.AM.FROM.YELLOW.HOUSE.

YELLOW.

KUNING.

...damn, i'm banana.

anyway yes. its kinda funny how everyone thinks i'm from green house and not yellow. yeah i know i like green and all but. i don't wear the green house shirt! the only time i have is for hari koko in year 2007 which i borrowed from liqi.i don't rmb why i borrowed it though.. o.O so anyway yeah.i'm yellow house leh.

i've signed up for bu4 idol!but i'm not sure what to sing..i've settled for a simple song..but i'm hoping some other better idea shall just drift by me some time soon o.O

ohwell.that's all for now i guess.happy valentine's day people! ;)

Thus ends my post.

mommy.

2009-02-06T12:04:00.000+08:00

*tehntehntehntehnnnnn*

its my mom's birthday today! =D anybody care to pay her a visit?
she's in a hospital now.

O.O (for those who don't know yet, that is)

yes, she's in a hospital.on tuesday, she had an operation to extract a tumor from her colon.a BIG one, i'd say. it's said to be 8.6cm x 5cm x 4 cm big.

O.O (most people's reaction, indubitably.)

well you all should be pleased to know the surgery went well and she's fine and recuperating now in the hospital! =D thank you all for your prayers.

i'm glad that the operation went smoothly, but there's still this heart wrenching feeling everytime i see my mom lying incapacitated on the hospital bed.when all she can do is open her eyes and murmur a few words..well that was right after the operation. but yeah, the memory is still there in my head. sorta brings back memories of grandpa =x

saying i love you to mom never meant so much till i was at her hospital bed to say it.that's bad.

as of yesterday, on the other hand, she's way better! she can speak more audibly and move more freely. jou and i went last night and we gave my mom a foot massage because she said she was aching in the toes.x) so we massaged her toes and she said it worked! x)

ahwell..i'm gonna go see my mom again tonight.and i still need to go and prepare a card or something for her! =\ sadly, i keep forgetting my parents bday. my confession. =\

ahh another update. i feel somewhat accomplished. x)

Thus ends my post.

ah!

2009-01-31T14:12:00.000+08:00

*dramatic jazz-y piano plays*

the scene is a dark stage with a velvet backdrop..suddenly the spotlight switches on.

and joel stands there..in suit and tie..and a sexy fedora.

and he stood with that pose.

and he opened his mouth to sing..

" will somebody PLEEEASSEEEEE HELP MEEE...
to keeeeeeep me going for another blogpostin'..."

random sikit.

i have been deterred to blog for a very long time.i keep telling myself there's nothing to blog about.

but in fact there's plenty!

so help me, i shall start blogging again.add somewhat form of discipline into my life.cool.

i shall join the pack of faithful bloggers once again..hopefully. =\

so lets start off with CNY!

my cny hasn't been very eventful.everyone else goes back to their hometown, has their family reunion, enjoy each other's company in merry celebration with food, cards and angpaus.

no, it's not that i didn't have a reunion, i did.except they were..pretty sad.

on new year's eve i had dinner at my uncle's place, just like we do annually.i don't have many cousins on my dad's side, only one girl one guy.and we all aren't pretty close, due to the preceding reunions.we all don't mix much, therefore, no fun.no gambling.no nothing.sad.

this year my aunt asked me whether i wanted to have pizza for the reunion.i was kinda startled and taken aback.started to think.."do we really look like we don't like steamboat that much?=\".ohwell..something different for a change i guess.i don't clearly remember saying yes but ohwell. apparently, she asked my other cousins too about fast food for dinner. so that night at our "non-adults" table of four, we had pizza,kfc and an empty pot which was meant for the steamboat. i have a picture but blogger's not letting me upload, i don't know why. =\

my mom's side on the other hand.i only have one aunt that lives here in malaysia.the rest are overseas in mexico, uk and australia. so yeah..i went to my aunt's house in sunway..and she only has one daughter. and she's like my sister's age so usually they two go off playing their own thing. on top of that, my brother wasn't around cuz he had an exam. so there i was, sitting in the living room , with my aunt, uncle, grandma, mom and dad. everyone was enjoying their own conversation while i just sat on the couch watching the astro-less tv.

i had to entertain myself with watching the subtitles on 8tv. and actually, its not that bad, chinese shows!

but..THE LEGENDARY BUT STILL, it just shows the degree of sadness of my cny.

so yes.a little bit about my cny.

i shall keep my blog going!=D

Thus ends my post.

lamentations.

2008-12-22T02:05:00.000+08:00

not talking about the bible.

its probably just a more bombastic way of saying..emo rants?

i've been blog hopping lately.i've been missing out on a lot hmm?

folly of a 16-year old.

no regrets?my ass.

time is of the essence.

2008-11-18T16:15:00.001+08:00

yes it is.that's why i haven't been blogging.x) anyways.some updates..

my brother's birthday!

thats my brother, gabriel, and i.do we have similar looks?apparently my parents say that we don't look at all the same.but everyone else says we do. o.O

not a very majestic big birthday..just a good ol' dinner at chili's with my family.

bottomless drinks.betul2 ho liao!

my family.

i had this mushroom swiss burger there.and..as you can see, its huge.ok maybe the picture doesn't show how big it really is but, it's ~~almost~~ impossible to pick up and put into your mouth like you do with a miserable mcd's beefburger.

and this humumgous burger was served on a plastic basket-like thingy, which was really light.so, i kinda had trouble cutting up my burger into pieces with fork and knife.my crockery kept moving about while i chopped away at my burger..well, too vigorously apparently till i..
*PLOP*

"agghhhh crap.."

i dropped my burger on my lap along with them fries. ==" it was embarassing but..i didn't make any noise like "AAAAHHHHH DAMN THIS PLATE." or something like that.so i didn't draw any attention.

i uhh..subtly dropped my burger.x) the burger buns ended up falling onto the floor but the patty was safe.i looked up to my dad and was like "oh well.i found the buns real annoying."

why don't YOU go try eating a ramli burger with fork and knife.its not as easy as it seems ya know. ==

awh crap, my burger..

this is my brother posing with our dessert.

..and a holy light shined upon him as he gaped his mouth to devour his prey..

such beauty..

ohwell.i tried posting this like..a few days after the 12th.and procrastinated.so yes.i suck.x)

-little update-

i'm working now!at..vietnam kitchen@one u.yes.now my days are filled up with something useful.x) pop by if you like! =D

Thus ends my post.

getting tired.

2008-11-10T14:12:00.000+08:00

yes i'm getting tired of seeing the rest in peace everytime i come to my blog.it's kinda depressing. =(

not out of disrespect, but i'll just update anyway.

exams are over!the end-year hols are here.boy.that was fast.

yesterday i went to help out with my mom's kinder graduation with jou liqi and huajie.all the lil kiddies!so cute, yet so naughty and cheeky.i'd go into details, but i'm being my normal self and i'll be lazy.x)

since the hols are here, i better start planning what i wanna do.=\ i rmb my unplanned holidays and they all turn out to be something like

perma *drool* siensiensien.

so..i better call for stayover-tbun-till-damn-late-with-them-fellers-night soon.and preferably more than one!x) those interested in coming, please let me know at the chatbox here.
noone ever said you could come if you're interested.x)
hmmm..there's also my band.we got some gigs coming up in december like..ttdi prom!yes we're performing for em, although we gotta pay some cash to play..which is kinda unsettling, but anyways.its a gig!=D there ain't nothing like the satisfaction from seeing the crowd go wild as we perform. ;)

there's also..mastermind tuition centre prom!we've been offered a great price to go play for them.30 a person and its at some really grand hotel.once again, kinda unsettling, but i guess its worth a shot.you never hear of tuition centres having proms everyday..o.O

PUSAT TUISYEN JAYADIRI AKAN MENGANJURKAN ACARA "PROM NIGHT" UNTUK SETIAP PELAJAR TINGKATAN LIMA DI......PUSAT TUISYEN JAYADIRI.

yeah that'll be just weird.mr.goey in a bond suit.fuiyo.x)
and supposedly there'll be sony and some other music fellers there at the prom.so maybe if we make the mark, we'll have a shot at going with the bigguns.ooooh yeh.

there's also this! smkdu's ir(international relationship) day.the auditions are coming up soon..so we gotta get practicing.

sooooo..maybe you might be wondering, what is it that we'll be practicing?
ahh..new songs!
our number one song shall be the number one anticipated movie by all teenage girls now.

yes..decode by paramore!that is..the official soundtrack for twilight the movie!
i think i'm more excited about the song than the movie so..ohwell.x)i'm too music a person.

other songs too like homecoming by hey monday will be on our list. =D

agh.that's all for now i guess.i've lost the vibe. =x

Thus ends my post.

rest in peace.

2008-10-13T18:28:00.000+08:00

yesterday night, at about 11, my granddad passed away.

exactly 23 hours before, i read him a poem i wrote specially for him a few days before since we knew he was leaving soon.

this is the draft.

this is the real thing put nicely.

i assume you might not be able to see my words.so here is what it says.

To Dearest Gong gong,

Year after year,
You were always here,
An old noble man,
that I never knew dear.

forgive me that i include,
our separate languages preclude,
us from being more together,
talking and laughing with each other.

nevertheless,
how much I treasure you will never become less,
a true man, strong and fit,
perseverant and resilient, no fear of defeat.

I pray that God's blessing may be upon your soul,
As you gaze into His eyes and walk on home,
I love you gong gong, will miss you with all my heart,
even as you peacefully, with a silent smile, depart.

i have nothing much to say right now.not in the mood.as usual.cheers.

Thus ends my post.

hari raya!

2008-10-01T15:06:00.000+08:00

hey peoples.selamat hari raya to everyone.=)

i'm at my aunt's place now.my grandpa's really sick.so my family and i are here to visit him.his days are numbered and aren't plentiful, that's all i can say.

it's really..heart wrenching to go up to your grandfather who's lying motionless in his bed.hold his hand and speak to him.i was unsure of what to say at first, but i managed.
it's like an aura of solemnness fell upon me as i looked at him.i never really appreciated my grand dad.i guess i take things for granted too often.

images of memories ran through my head, of when he was still healthy, up and about.he was a very healthy man, considering his age.he practiced a lot of qi gong and his body has been kept in great shape, till cancer pulled him down.

he's been fighting sickness for the past several months already.he's really been strong.

i pray and hope he will pass on peacefully.

=)

heh i've been looking through my old blog.i can see i've changed a lot since two years ago.and i mean a LOT.x) check it out if you like.

LOUD is coming.. ;)

Thus ends my post.

its coming back..

2008-09-16T19:32:00.000+08:00

LOUD.

do ya'll remember this?

shoobeedoobeedoob.shoobeedoob.shoob.shoobeedoobdoobshoobedoobdoob.

x)

or this?

Monday, June 18, 2007

from the inside out, alright.

jon

congratulations!you made it joel!you're in.and...you're playing for the camp rally next week morning.will let you know more later on.
me err.about that.dont think can.cheer.more like.can't.sorry yeh.

jon

oh.cool ok.then i'll just get john.thanks.

=="

point.i made it into the youth worship team!
yay.
i rock.

lol.

oh oh FCS = free cornetto friendship connection saturday 2! coming soon in july! jon's house again. lol. so it'll be easy to find.please be punctual.(waaa edit liao.thanks beatrice. +c) and please come!we'll have a great time....again! xD

Thus ends my post.

yeah..

its back again this year!

ok what i was wearing looks horrible.i shall try to wear something nicer this year.

x)

drowning.

2008-08-19T00:43:00.000+08:00

hey everyone..or whoever's left of everyone.

sorry i haven't been updating.see..i've lost the endeavor to blog..to voice out my feelings.
though its kinda contradictory i'm doing that right now.
but lately..i just feel at loss for words all the time.
unsure of what to say.diffident.

although at times i might seem happy and hyper, the happiness people see only goes so deep.
at the end of the day i'm still devoid of emotion..destitute of feelings.

God.

help me.

i am nothing but a shoal heart.

or...

is this just "the" way of life?

an unending search for euphoric contentment.

now you all know what goes through my mind.

does it go through yours?

thus the header of my blog finally serves its purpose.

musings.

1337

2008-07-27T00:31:00.000+08:00

true 1337.

whoopdedoo.

2008-07-22T21:13:00.000+08:00

tokanohhh?

x) it means "i don't know" in vietnamese.so next time you dunno what to say..say..tokanohh?

i shall just post up a few things that have happened recently.

first of all..ALL HAIL THE LEADER..JON MARK LIM.

his birthday hath passed on the 17th of july.

our cg(bu4!)'s plan was actually to ignore him and even send him a text saying..

"hey jon today is kaylee's birthday right?"

because evidently, they both share the same birthday.aww..x)
but i didn't really have the guts to do it, since there was practice that day..the joke wouldn't last..so i decided to wish him anyway..

oh and jon CAN DRIVE now.he drove my bro and i to practice!x) in his new black myvi.

thats jon and kaylee.

went to williams that night after practice..WHOOHOO.

food = 10
surrounding smell = -374.2

i had roti hawaii..ever heard of that? x) its like roti..and inside there's a large sausage, cut up burger patties, egg, pineapples and goodness knows what other goodness there is in there.and its only 5 bucks!its cheap compared to other things i like to eat at williams..for example..

MOZZARELA CHEESE HAM NAAN
is my first dish there and its the one i've loved ever since.the cheese is so glorious..so chewy and..it stretches in strands..like ya know..pizza?yeah that kind of cheese.together with HAM.ahh..heaven.top that off with some condensed milk and i'm off to cloud 9.

it USED to be about 5.

then 6.

then 8.

then now its 10. ==

sigh..i try ordering double cheese naan at other mamaks like kayu to compensate the cheesy goodness in the mozzarela ham, but nothing beats it.~~not even fall out boy or michael jackson.~~

...

zzz.

so the next best food to order there is..roti hawaii!=D

next up.18th july
tara turns 14!

aiya.i tiada photos.nvm.you shall remain anonymous.x)

happy belated birthday again! x)

after thaaat..

19th july..

youth alpha celebration and ttdi iu day!

no photos yet too.. =x later when everybody posts em then i'll try to get a hold on em.

rush rush rush wei.had to wake up at 8+ to go for soundcheck at taman tun..turns out that the sound guy, namely 'roshan' (o.O), wasn't there yet.so we couldn't really sound check properly..drums wasn't there..no amps.only my miserable cube 20x. and the keyboard too..with no amp. ==

so later at about 11.30, i went to dc for soundcheck and practice for youth alpha celebration..i thought'd i'd be late..but i beat jon to it!surprisingly..

*fast forward...*

and its 4.15 now! youth alpha celeb went well..eating pizza and drinking pepsi in the sports centre and...oh its time to go!

*fast forwaaard*

we're at ttdi school..and i still haven't memorized the lyrics for check yes juliet yet. =\

*fast forward*

the performances weren't actually very good..its just that the crowd was awesome.all thanks to them.otherwise we'd be looking like idiots on stage desperately trying to impress. =x

excuse me and my fast forwarding..but thats what happens when you have other important things to do..

=\

like for this pretty lady.

OUR ANNIVERSARY : 14TH JULY

save the best for last..=)

love you, dear.

thus ends my post.

du iu day.

2008-07-09T22:45:00.000+08:00

recently, my band, one red paperclip, performed at du's iu day. damansara utama's international understanding day.

understanding day???

what is that, you say?

the answer shall be revealed to you..through google.

anyway, this post is mainly for pictures..so here.

welcome to life is a fairytale!== check out the fan(s) yo!

i like this picture.therefore i shall give it a star. *
symbolizes my liking.x)
we played (in order) dirty little secret, on top of the world, (twinkle twinkle little) stars and hero heroine as an encore.

clap people clap! =D

this is edmund.he says "clap, you must.or ball-less, you will be."

the crowd was so kind to lend us their pirate hats which increased our piracy level by 2.yes.we are pirates.always playing other bands' songs. =x
but now...we've got our own song! that's to be revealed later on.. =D

this is me.i think i was singing hero heroine.it explains the weird facial contortions you see in this photo.and this photo is also very reminiscent because it looks exactly like a photo i have of myself singing hero heroine in euphoria.exactly same angle, same face, same everything.unfortunately i don't have the photo with me now..i shall post it when i acquire it.

look, we're playing the same thing!

later we decided to take band photos after some prompting from cheryl.to come to think of it, we never took a full band photo, so here it is!

this photo actually turned out pretty well..except for me..i look overpowered in elation.x)

doncha think we look so hensem?

alright..thats all for now.gotta go sleep now.ta'z.

**************************************************
lol.

random sikit.

how do you translate lol into malay?
lol = lots of laughs.
lots of laughs = banyak ketawa
banyak ketawa = bk
.'. LOL = BK

burger king, banyak ketawa and bongok kuok ftw.

Thus ends my post.

birthday saya.

2008-07-02T21:26:00.000+08:00

actually no la.aku menjadi lebih tinggi.

WUZZAAAHHHH PEOPLEEEEEEE!!!!!!!!! =D

welcome to the long awaited, procrastinated, delayed, put off, temporized, protracted, adjourned, DEFERRED and POSTPONED BAI THE MASTA PROCRASTINATA.

...

ok salam maaf. saya suka syok sendiri. sue me.

a few things have happened ever since keluarga ass.things like..MAI BURTHDAEEEEE.

malangnya, i didnt take pictures.as i was surprised by my dear jou and friends.jou was the master mind..pro planner.=D it went a little something like..

night of 2nd june 2008.

my birthday wasn't looking very bright as usual.no one would nudge me every once in a while and say.."hey your birthday's coming..*happy face*"..besides jou.although..since a month ago she told me she can't be around for my birthday cuz she's got a dance competition.big one..in penang.i'm totally cool with it..i support her all the way! =D sigh..she has to leave tmr.so ngam.right on my birthday..huff.oh well..we'll just celebrate when she comes back with her medals and trophies. =D

so..i've gotta celebrate right?i can't sit at home and be anti social on my birthday.i mean come on.its the day i emerged into the world..the world of sociality.not a world of emo...although.if i were born today..or tmr , i might say that instead. =x

anyway, movie and hang out with bunch of friends seems perfectly..perfect for me on my birthday.there ain't nothing better than chilling menyhilling with your friends over a film and some good laughs.so called people..confirmed here and there.and to my dismay, a number of people can't make it.kokss has double tuition.argh.tuition on hols.sangat menggeramkan.david can't make it..karmun can't make it..not very exciting news.but ohwell..people have their own plans..lets just make sure we have fun tmr.

*little grief*

zzzz..

3rd june.

9am..i think.

*rubs eyes*

who's th-..JOU!!!=D *hugs*

err..wait ah.gimme 5 minutes..i wanna sleep a while more..*plonk*

*jou rolls eyes*
she walks out the room.
gee where's she going..she comes to surprise me in the morning and then walks out???o.O

i decide to go the toilet after staying in the room for quite some time, peeping at my present jou bought me..suddenly the smell of..

...

roast lamb??
mashed potatoes??

huh??

for breakfast?thats kinda much..isn't it?
though..its nice.=D

*walks out to kitchen*

HOMG.that portion's HUGE.could feed twenty frikkin people..so much for what..?is jou THAT hungry?=\

*walks back to room and starts thinking*

gee..its kinda weird..but its nice..ohwell.i'll just relish in the..niceness =D

*ring ring*

jou's phone's ringing..let it ring only la.she's busy now..heh.

*looks at phone*

caryi??whats she doing calling jou at this hour?its 9 in the aftern-morning.hmmm..

suspicious level:1

jou comes back and says : "come lets go 7 eleven to buy credit.i want to buy.nao."

o.o ok boss..

actually my eyes weren't like that.i was very blurr that morning.so my face was kinda like..

u.u ok boss..

so we walked out the apartment door, with me still having my z.z look on my face.press elevator button.

i wanted to look down at the pool side, as i always do..but jou kinda stops me from looking..hmmm why?

suspicious level:3

*elevator dings*

KONONNYA.

*sees kokss,liqi,jung and huajie in elevator*

*everyone stun face*

helllloooo...what're you all doing here?o.o
err we come to go swimming with you lo..we uhh.go your house first.
oh.lol ok.

*elevator dings*

*my head rotates to jou's direction at the speed of a helicopter's blades.*

o.O uhhh....
"haha that was kinda impromptu..so how to tell you?>< "

suspicious level:5

so in we went to 7 11.

jou bought her credit.as we were walking out the door, she said..

"want me to buy you credit or not?"
"err...no need la.i have credit de..gonna top up soon anyway.."
"its ok la..i'll top you up, you can pay me back later..want you to have credit.=D"
"mm, okayyy..kinda low on cerdit anyways.."

jou bought me credit.as we were walking out the door, she said

"want anything to drink?"
"uhh..no thanks.."
"i'm thirsty..lets get something to drink..=D"
"uhm..okay.."

jou buys something to drink.something called whatever.as we wal-

"want anything to eat?i'm kinda hungry too.."

o.o what about all the food at home???

suspicious level: 6

"uhh..no need la..save money.=)"
"please..i'm hungry.."
"owh okay.."

*looks around for something to eat*

"i know what you're doing..you're stalling me aren't you..don't want me to go back yet right.." "*cheeky smile*nooo la.."
"then why didn't you let me look down at the pool?"
"hmm?nothing.."

o.O suspicious level: 8

"lets get choki kay?=)"

hmmm maybe she's just being extremely generous..since its my birthday..

suspicious level:6.5

"mmm ok.."

jou buys the choki.as we walk out the doors, she said..

nothing.

we went back to the condo..saw the guys fiddling with the new desktop that had just arrived!on my bday some more.how lucky..heh.

maybe we are just gonna go have a swim..

suspicious level:6

suddenly jou asks "jo i wanna borrow your charger.." with a huge smile on her face..
kokss too asked.."ya i also want.."
and i was pushed into my room.. "woah woah ok.."
*hands over charger* "na-.." i was quickly pulled out of the room and put in front of my sister's room, which is right next to mine..and...

SURPRISEEE!!!

O.O

ok sincerely..i wasn't THAT surprised, outwardly..as i was really blurr that morning..so my reaction wasn't very amusing.instead of a "omg omg omg OMG OMG OMG I'M HYPERVENTILATING YOU GUYS ARE THE BEST FRIENDS EVAAAHHHHHH!!!!"

i was more like..

"woah..thank you..heh =D"

and i'm pretty sure the first thing i saw was david's funny face.
and the first thing i heard was david's funny low voice.
and the first thing i felt was david throwing a balloon into my face.

haha.slowly throughout the day i felt happier and more and more appreciated. =) thank you to everyone who made my day so special.

lol.kokss suddenly asked me to open the front door for him.i asked why.he said "vomit". o.o err alright..

few minutes he came back with sze who surprised me too.

KENA PWN.AGAIN. o.o

so after the surprise element kind of faded down..we were all stumped on what to do.so my lovely sister, joy, decided for us all.

she put on her barbie show.and astonishingly, many of them actually..enjoyed.though my mom started to tell her off, people like shing and zhenchi said NO NO i wanna watch the prince save the princess.

zhenchi's like..ahh..my true dream.one day my prince..oh i'm sorry.i mean..my princeS shall come save me and carry..uhh...tow me with a truck and wagon to my safe haven..ITALIANNESE ON WEDNESDAYS!ALL YOU CAN EAT BUFFEEEEEEHHHHHHH.

ah.

joy soon succumbed to my mom's nasihat.then we were stumped again.junyen decided to put on moulin rouge..kinda ironic..last year we watched moulin rouge on my birthday too.at junyen's place.. o.o EPIPHANY!

ahem.

soon we adjourned to the pool to take a splash and cannonball.we even brought my gym ball.yes.that huge bouncy rubber ball.into the pool = madness.

MADNESS?!?

THIS IS DATARAN PRIMA!!!!

i think thats what the guards were thinking when they saw a huge red ball being tossed around in their lovely tourist attraction.

they kinda told us off.again.cuz we apparently werent wearing the appropriate attire.==
surf pants.inappropriate?noobs.

we they agreed to swim anyways.and return to the pool later at about 3.so we got out of the pool and went up to my place to makannn.and boy did the food taste,smell and look good.

my mom, gab, jou and i didn't get to eat much cuz we were frantically serving and getting out the plates and cutlery and stuff.had to eat cold leftovers.nevertheless, tasted great.my mahamom is pro.

nothing much happened later.
jumped into the pool, said the goodbyes and all.

went to the cc later with liqi, kokss, jung and david.they stayed over.and we played till..really late.x)

thank you to everyone who made my birthday so so special. =D

oh yeah..presents!

jou was so kind to get everyone to contribute some money to get me this phone.=D but after a lot of phone shopping by myself and with jou, we found a much better alternative.

better camera, better music quality, better price, what can i say?=D K530i

jou also bought me a pair of shoes with her hard earned/saved money..thank you..=)

and shing and caryi got me this bag of sweets and little green pouch to keep my new phone in.x) i think the 5310 wouldn't have fit in it..so..good thing i got the k530i?x)

and this is the amount left in it.till this day..x)

sorry for the long void of blogging.i shall try to be less lazy in blogging.then it'll build my character and i'll be less lazy in studies too!genius.

Thus ends my post.

keluarga ass.

2008-05-21T22:37:00.000+08:00

greetings people!

sorry for my absence.it's been a semi-tough 1 and a half weeks going through exams and stuff.

like getting sick and skipping your bm paper 1 and moral.

anyway.

the heat of "act against zabedah" is a up in the air again.

smkbu4parents.blogspot.com

i think a parent is keeping this blog going.its a place to express our complaints somewhat publically.check it out..

i quoted on the blog about our recently controversial Teacher's Day..

i felt like shouting at her when she loudly exclaimed "PELAJAR CINA.." and blatantly covered it up with a continuation "..pelajar india..dan pelajar melayu.."

her continuation of her sentence was just as bad anyway.. "PELAJAR CINA...pelajar india dan pelajar melayu semua mesti bercakap bahasa melayu, kerana berada di malaysia."

ERR.so where does her "good reputation" for fluent english go?

liqi has explained the event on that..disrespectful day.just pure disrespect.

you're not alone, liqi..though..i feel intimidated standing up saying i felt the same way.i'm not trying to talk cock!=\

he was absolutely right about all the students' attitudes.

first of all..Teacher's day at our school wasn't well placed on our calendars as it was an exam day.so, duh.some of would be studying..tense..stressed.

whereas.for others.we were just talking.notice the we.yeah i'm one of them..but.not as bad?

our sit-behind-the-class-line group was talking nonsense as usual when random students who were caught talking by pn.sow or pn.ruzmita were penalized by being made to stand in the midst of everyone.and pn.ruzmita was coming round the corner..so i gestured some of them to keep their voices down.not gonna name anyone, but i don't see why you all need to talk so loud.keep it down a little, ya know?

i mean yeah, sure.i did talk.i regret.after reading liqi's moving post.i feel bad..-ER.worse.

mr.sunshine decided to peep out of the clouds and show his glaring face to all of us students down there at the assembly area.

ambience of discontent filled the air.yeah..it was disturbing.but..not everyone in school is a huajie..right?

...right?

~~oh my.imagine the whole school flooded with huajies.~~

not the time for that.

yeah.absolutely right.couldn't you stand a little bit of sun for the teachers?

we could've all just assumed zabedah as a non-teacher?

there.that should help.
not to be so prejudice, but really.didn't we all enjoy pn.gan's beautiful singing?and watching all the teachers singing was a little fun for me.especially pn.zubaidah, pn.lee tsock wah and pn.sow.x)

once you shove zabedah out of the picture, doesn't the smk bu4 frame look so beautiful?everything feels so perfect again..the time where the most heard words in school were akhlak mulia and bersyukur.

don't you think so?

ok i'm sidetracking.

back to the point.
would a little sun kil-

alright lets face the fact.it wasn't little.yeah it was hot.but STILL.
NOT EVERYWHERE ON THIS FREAKING EARTH LIES A FUJI AIRCOND.

imagine if your parents were teachers in the school?imagine if every single teacher out there were your close relative?would you all have acted the same?

some would say maybe..some would not.but please..give them some credit.give them ALL the credit.its THEIR day.yes.the day has their names written all over it.YES.IT.DOES.

how would you like it if you're making your birthday speech at your birthday dinner and everyone doesn't wanna give a crap about a single thing you're babbling about?

now let's make that you singing a song on your birthday..cuz you're good at it.or just performing whatever you're good at.let it be solving the world's longest algebraic equation or playing a classical piece on the piano.anything.and your folks wouldn't give a damn.all talking amongst themselves.minding their own business.

now i know why all the good teachers have left.

besides..the sun has vitamin D. ==

look.we can do better..if we all treat our teachers better, i'm sure they'd all treat us better.that'll help us understand teachers better and in the end..do better in our studies!

remember pn.nurul?she's such a nice teacher..but there's a hidden tiger inside ready to pounce when you don't pass up your karangan in that week.but if you always respect her..always are nice to her..which would also mean doing her work, she'd enjoy teaching all the time, wouldn't she?then..in that case, what reason would there be for her to leave?

i dunno.

feel that my blogpost is really unorganized.but blogs are meant to express your feelings.thats what i'm doing.

the title refers to our recent sivik exam.
Q36.(goes something like)keluarga yang sentiasa mendera anak ialah
option B was keluarga ass.it was meant to be keluarga asas i think.but leaving it as ass makes more sense.i answered B. =D

and here are some nonsensical vids for your entertainment. =D

duloc - shrek!

thus ends my post.

layout change!

2008-05-04T15:20:00.000+08:00

heh i kinda thought white is a nicer background color cuz it makes my blog look less dead.leave comments about my new layout?thanks! =D

feel the music.

2008-05-04T13:31:00.000+08:00

lol i changed my cbox color to caryi's liking. x)

first of all..

congrats to huajie and joey's bands!

they got in! =)

which means..we didn't.yeap.i guess we made the wrong approach this year..plus the song was kinda boring.it could've been better, but we played it real blandly.

grr.i gotta lecture my band about this..=x

everytime, its always punk rock, punk rock, punk rock.pop rock, pop rock, pop rock.never some variety from my band members.except from nigel maybe, but he goes like "..lets play some HEAVY METAL! like..metallica or megadeth!".

i really liked huajie's band's song.they played love song by sara bareilles.and man, did they play it well.the band really worked well together, could feel the liveliness, the "feel" between the band members and the song.and yeah they really showed what they can do..even though they messed up a little here and there, it still was good cuz they had the showmanship and something else my band does NOT have.they can, what i call, feel the music.

its the thing that..ya know..sorta shows that you're one with the song.and you know how to use your talents such as singing or playing an instrument to express your feelings or the feel of the song.for example, you don't see secondhand serenade jumping around with bright colored clothes and wide smiles plastered to their faces when they sing "maybe its just meeeeeeeeeeee...".or neither do you see fall out boy standing there kaku while playing any of their songs.look at the bassist.gila punya.listen to all artists' music.i guess the feel is the thing that lets you know when you hear any of their songs, you'll automatically go "*snap*that's U2." or "that's switchfoot.".even if its a song that was released a loooooong time ago, you'd still know.

listen to jazz!no not ng jaz i mean the real jazz music.why do you think it sounds so good?its the feel..guitarists make their guitars sing when they play..sax players can make you feel sad or happy or funny just by playing a certain way.why?they're so good at their instruments, they can do wondrous things with them.not read tabs from 911tabs.com all the way.imagine you hear a band like my chemical romance having a press conference.the guitarist starts talking about his awesome solos and he says

"oh i got them over the internet from a tabs site!every single one of my solos are from 911tabs.com!"

or something else ridiculous along those lines.this will be a total turn off for most musicians i guess.i mean, come on.your solos are awesome and they aren't your work?

sad.

so yeah.joey's band had the sporting spirit.their audition was kinda like a medley.they played two songs.are you gonna be my girl by jet and some other song i don't know of.

they took the longest to set up and get ready..so long till pn.norehan's perma-tulan face turned into a perma-knnwhysoslow face.

their music was kinda messy too..the guitars were really overdriven and wei ee was kinda loud on the drums.

but their showmanship..hahahaha.pn gan described huajie's band in one word which was entertaining.as for joey's band..fun! haha the bassist girl was the runner up for bu4 idol i think.so during the solo of are you gonna be my girl, she did the kind of..black girl, blues music scream.haha i don't know how to describe it, but it was sporting and cool and everyone loved it.and joey was enthusiastic too, shaking the tambourine like no tomorrow.i found their performance energetic..=)

ohwell.as for my band.i dunno..we could've done better.empty is a nice song.only if its played properly..no one screwed up anything..really.except maybe me.i went a little off on the last chorus.but..something was missing.and i realized its gotta be the feel.empty has a very..melancholic "empty" feel.and its supposed to build up from the starting to the end.we didn't really show the build up well.it wasn't obvious enough.the atmosphere just wasn't right.

i dunno..kinda disappointed.we could've done better.ohwell.

Thus ends my post.

hari bakat.

2008-04-29T21:53:00.000+08:00

in the dire moments, i fear my music fraternity might not be the band to be picked tomorrow.

although many clouds of criticism have been heard flying here and there about the brilliant idea of changing what used to be fun-in-the-night-mcd's-after malam bakat into a empty, lifeless, vibeless, HOLY-GG-NUTS-WE-HAVE-TO-WEAR-OUR-UNIFORMS!??!?! hari bakat.

ok i'm not sure about the rumor saying we have to wear our uniforms..but from the depths of our pn zabedah's mind could go, it could happen.

no i meant pn zabedah's mind having depth at all.

the uniform thing is just nonsense..

or is it? o.O

tomorrow is the musical auditions, as i'd like to refer it to..yay.
i get to do spontaneous acoustic shows in class and stuff.x)

anyway..instrumental performances will go first.maybe i should try for that next year.. =D it'd be a stepping stone to excel in my musicality.heh.

band auditions at 3pm.there are 5 bands auditioning..
1) form 3's.marwan aiman clara cindy delia people
2) form 5's wei ee! and band.he didn't wanna tell me who his oh-so-secretive band members were.though they were posted up on the notice board.x)
3) ACCIDENTAL SUPERHEROES!
yeah man.we form 4's dominate in this sorta thing..i support you guys! lol.hope pn.gan picks more than one band and then we'll all get in!heh.
4) US!one red paperclip.
we're playing empty.talked to pn.gan few days ago to enquire what sort of song to play for audition.
5) another form 3 band.

ITS THE SCOOP!only found here.x)
judges tmr : pn gan, ak5? and..

cik razmawati.

wtf.

pn.gan's opinion macam..
1)not so loud or else we might spike the decibel limit of the tudungs.
2)something different..not like stuff you hear from simple plan.
sad to say..i'm not that impressed with simple plan.after being in the dark for so long, they come up with exactly the same stuff.the words "PUNK ROCK" are imprinted all over them.its seasonal hits.the kind of music you listen to for a couple of weeks cuz its the in thing.then maybe 2 months later, the song evaporates and dissipates into a dark abyss, never to be heard again unless some emo guy who just broke up thinks that love is a lie calls up hitz.fm to play the song on the radio.maybe then, jj would go like "err..sorry la brudder..that song gone de.".then the guy will emo even more and start his own band called jj is just a lie? =x

3)dynamics!our church worship team menitikberatkan pretty much.its like..that hill-climb thing we learn in literature?build-up, perumitan, klimaks.yeah that kinda stuff..although i don't know how to do a perumitan.x) some ups and downs in the song.soft at the start, then slowly build up and end on a high.not like GUHJENGJENGJENG through out the whole song.

so..in ORP's arsenal of songs-we've-learnt, empty fits best. =\ hope we can make it through.

my dad is now in dire need of his computer..

oh and i'm getting a comp!finally, after years of "soon, soon, soon.".
x)

Thus ends my post.

lalalaaaa..my videos! =D

2008-04-24T22:36:00.000+08:00

hello hello hello.some vids of our euphoria performance.

so late but..ohwell. =\

empty by click five.

hero heroine by boys like girls.

stars by switchfoot.

tagged..for the very first time i think.

2008-04-20T00:20:00.000+08:00

friends mean a lot to me.i never want to lose them.i wouldn't do anything on purpose to get rid of them.don't take me the wrong way.friends mean a lot to me.

**emoing session over**

YOU JUST GOT TAG'ED!

O.O

LIST OUT THE TOP 5 PRESENTS YOU WISH FOR:
1.height. ==
2.more time to spend with everyone.
3.anti-laziness pills.
4.greater self control.
5.leadership and creativity.

oops thats six.

ohwell.

THE PERSON WHO TAGGED YOU IS:
liqi.

YOUR 5 IMPRESSIONS OF HER:
1.tall. ==
2.well-versed with comps.any aspect.games.downloading stuff off the net.using the net.anything i guess.
3.self learner..i copped that up from your progress in english. =x you zoomed past me.
4.all time joker.you zoomed past me in that too. x)
5.athletic?analytic?as in..he thinks about a lot of things in life.a lot of things la.he has the will to actually think about these things.i do too.its just..i never come round to think of them.=x or if i do, i just can't get anywhere.gee.this feller right here will grow up to be the next world shaper.

MOST MEMORABLE THINGS HE/SHE HAS DONE FOR YOU :
~~he helped me get the cookies off the shelf.~~
~~he helped me storm bolt that red-lifed sucker!~~
lol.
dunno deh.see.its one of those times again..agh.don't remember any.sorry liqi.my brain always turns off after around..12.x).there are things you've done for me.and thanks.its just..i don't rmb. =x

THE MOST MEMORABLE WORDS HE/SHE HAS SAID TO YOU:
me liqi.

playing basketball.

damn.don't rmb the last time i played..can't shoot properly anymore.
hmmm yeah.you used to be really active in sports last time..in form 2 you everytime also play basketball.
yeahh..then form 3 got pmr ma.
no..you know when you stopped?when you met jou ee..when you got with her.
...oh.i still think it was pmr.

didn't know you actually took note.struck me.even though..i still think it was pmr. x)

IF HE/SHE BECOMES YOUR LOVER, YOU WILL:
~~SUPRICE!..~~
oh my goodness!what art wrong with thou brethren?asketh mindless questions thou shalt not.

PASS THE QUIZ TO 10 PEOPLE THAT YOU WISH TO KNOW HOW THEY FEEL ABOUT YOU :(doubt they'd do it, let alone look at my blog. =x)
1.hauyon.
2.shing.
3.caryi.
4.ming yao.
5.liqi.(i can do this right?)
6.hakimi?
7.jennpennthemufan.
8.kelly.
9.err...clara?
10.kumar.

WHO IS NO. 7 HAVING A RELATIONSHIP WITH?
at the moment..premier tissue.she has the sniffles.

WHO IS NO.9 HAVING A RELATIONSHIP WITH?
err.tak tau deh.noone?

IF NO.9 AND NO.1 ARE TOGETHER, WILL IT BE A GOOD THING?
OOOO.AAAAAHHH..MAAYYHBEH.x) did hauyon mention something about retarted minds think alike?

HOW ABOUT NO.1 AND NO.5?
ah.nah.

WHAT IS NO.3 STUDYING?
how to turn the whole world yellow, starting with shing.x)

WHEN IS THE LAST TIME YOU CHATTED WITH NO.6?
not too long ago..i forgot to give jou back her phone after camp.so i had it for one day.and hakimi texted.so i texted back.

DOES NO.4 WORK?
what, you mean work out?pfff yeah i think so..oh wait.oh work, you say!err.no?

DOES NO.8 HAVE ANY COUSINS IN HIS/HER OWN SCHOOL?
no idea deh.

WOULD YOU WOO NO.8?
maybe. =x if and only if.

HOW ABOUT NO.5??
SUPRICE!

DOES NO.2 HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?
yessir.

3.HOW DID YOU GET TO KNOW NO.2?
hormones? =x

IS NO.5 THE SEXIEST PERSON IN THE WORLD?
omg.how in the world did he get to be no.5..was it mere coincidence..or pure FATE?!

liqi's answer to this question.
~~I'm sexier.~~

i kena pwn by him once again.

Thus ends my post.

LLL ( operasi selesai )

2008-04-14T23:17:00.000+08:00

hello ppls.back from kem pertauliahan.

it was pretty fun!heh.first timer going for camp.bagai rusa masuk kampung.muka ternganga.

simple outline..I PASSED THE TEST!

EQUALS DEE DEE DEE DEE DEE DEE!

if you get what i mean.x)

i have done a LL job.
lol.LL is a universal sign.it means..good job....right? =x

detailed outline..

agh.there isn't one.x) i'm too lazy.

simply detailed outline..

at first i didn't really like it.all the shouting and being ordered at.got kinda tulan.

but then after that..i realized.

DOOD STOP BEING A PUSSY!

so i buffed myself up and faced the camp like a man.
like a real man.
like a real krs man.
like a real short krs man.

==

and i had fun too!and guess what..i got promoted!yay me..

dunno bout pics cuz we weren't allowed to bring electronic stuff to camp.

i mean like duh..can you imagine us kononnya disciplined krs members camwhoring while marching?

*visualisation*

WAS!DARI KIRI, CEPAT JALAN!
kiri..kiri..kiri kanan kiri..kiri..kiri..kiri kanan kiri
SQUAD!!SQUAAAAAAD!BERHENTI!
check stu dua!
MENGHADAP KE HADAPAN, KE KIRI SING!
stu dua stu!
ARAHAN KEPADA KADET PUTERA JOEL NGUI SAHAJA, KELUAAAR BARIS!

..

OKAY LETS ALL TAKE PICTURE!!!
chhheeeesseee!!!
peaaceeee!!
universal wtf sign!!

weird.i've got this picture in my head of jeremy smiling like a happy raccoon. o.o

oh yeah.my tent had kokss, wen han, jeremy, nazrin(new little form 1 guy) and me.

kokss, wen han, jeremy and i branded ourselves the keng gang after we all passed.yes.we all passed alright! wooooottzz.

and now my band has a blog!one red paperclip's blog!
one--red--paperclip.blogspot.com

i'll link here so you don't have to scour for this post the next time.
i think i'll post updates on our band there.i'll let ya'll know though when i update.
and videos of our euphoria performance are being uploaded..

Thus ends my post.

EUPHORIA!

2008-04-05T23:41:00.000+08:00

i was euphoric!

i was euphorically euphoric!

i was euphorically euphoric during euphoria concert!*

*terms and conditions apply.
- when i was not under stress.
- when we were on stage and the crowd responded and we had fun performing!

ah yes..we had fun alright.the crowd was awesome, we performed well as a band.

OWNAGE

compared to..

yeah.~~sad times~~.

thats why this one i was so euphorically euphoric!cuz its called euphoria mahhh.

not dysphoria.

heh.videos and photos coming soon from my joujou. =)

ah.

woke up at 9 in the morning for a morning shower.got up the earliest.a rare occasion. =\
practiced in my room till about 11.then vacuumed the house.=x
picked up jou around 12.40.went to kdu.

the original plan was to go at 10.but jou had a meeting.so i went at 12+.turned out that at 11am the equipment wasnt even there yet.=\ time saved.

went there and temaned jou to go eat.then soundchecked at around 2.20 with stars.watched other groups practice and soundcheck.

the performances mainly comprised of dances and bands.there was a girl who played solo with her acoustic guitar!awesome.wonder if anyone got that on video.

it was about 3 when everything started.started with some people dressed in black hoodies and white masks dancing down with the seated crowd.those you see in like, phantom of the opera.

i wasn't around to watch much.was busy practicing behind the doors.x).all i saw was..some dances..a bunch of shufflers.

as it came to our turn..there was a break first.the chairs were cleared to create a dance floor as the heat was rising.pizza was served, WHICH i couldn't get my hands on.hadta "nurture" my voice.x).i'm like a diva, as jenn said.

yes.jenn was there.along with ky, suezen, leanne and wai sum.i saw form 3's and form 5's too!namely delia clara cindy and gang.pinky, joyce, samuel loke and gang. thanks for coming and supporting us! =D

soon came our performance.

jeng jeng jeng.

our hearts were pounding..

our sweat trickled down our faces..

my legs were shaking..

no really.they were.on stage.lol.

first we played empty.now you see, the bands before us, all of them, played real hard songs.rockish metalish kinda songs.so we were the only band which played something soft and nice.we were like, worried backstage, that the crowd wouldn't like the sudden change of hype.

so i kindly informed them.x)

"it's time for a change, don't you think?it's time to slow things down.."

heh.fortunately, the crowd responded perfectly!they sang along, they started waving their phones..haha.awesomeness.

then we played hero heroine.i had to switch guitars right after empty.and apparently, while i switched guitars, i accidentally pulled out the cable that was plugged into the amp a little.so..throughout the whole song, i didn't play a single thing.

==

i was strumming, yes.but..no sound..i was like.."cause you cauuugght meeeee..eeehh?"

no la just joking.but i was puzzled though.i kept stepping on the pedal but sound failed to come out of the amp.garh.frustrating nya.

so because of that..the song sounded so empty..just like our previous song..empty.

x)

then..HIGHLIGHT SONG.STARS - SWITCHFOOT.muahahaha.all thanks to switchfoot with coming up with such fun riffs to play that sound so good even when your spinning and jumping around on stage. =D this was the most energetic song..we played and sang our hearts out, we froze ;) , we rocked the house.check out the video soon..

then i asked the crowd.."do you guys want more?"

my manipulative power overpowered the crowd and inclined them all to shout "yes" enthusiastically.

x).

so we played great escape.

BAD MOVE.

note to self : if possible, bring water on stage to drink during intervals.

damn.my throat was so dry, i had to falsetto all the way through the last chorus.and my falsetto sucks. =x

ohwell.

overall, we had a great time performing.or at least i did. =D look out for more of our future performances!

Thus ends my post.

another note to self : thou becometh very sweatyeth while performing on stage.

really.

aiya.

2008-04-03T23:40:00.000+08:00

oh man.i'm late.

SELAMAT HARI JADI (lewat) CUCUNDA YANG KUKASIHI.

aiyo.everyone also posting pictures of him.i also must do the same.

...oops.

wrong occasion..i mean uhh...person.

he is the man savagely attacking me with a slipper.

here's a more decent picture of him.

its been roughly 2 years now since i've known him.he's a great guy.joker.smart.tall ==.athletic.not to mention muscular..have you seen his holy-imba muscles?

maybe should take picture and post.ooohhh hauyoooon....

i consider him my best friend.although sometimes i might not really show it.i regret any of my actions that have rengganged our friendship.we've had good times..looking forward to more. =D

random stuff about him.
1.he's good with the comp.in all aspects.dotaing.blogging.reading wikipedia till 3 o click in the morning.hey it rhymes!x)
2.he can suddenly blabber random stuff for no reason.unless he is anger.
3.sometime he anger.
4.he scary when he anger.
5.he has an imba cheezy smile.so on with the shades when he is not anger.

see.

ok i can't really think random stuff now.refer to my previous post.
sorry la.i'm not like this wonderful guy here.or jung kiang.random kings.x)

i shall strive to be more random.

i love to eat bananas.

i love to eat fried bananas.

i love to eat deep fried bananas.

i love to eat deep fried banana cake.

i love to eat deep fried banana cream cake.

i love to eat deep fried banana butter cream cake.

i love to eat deep fried banana spongy butter cream cake.

behold the work of jung kiang.i only came up with the first line.

he came up with the rest in under 15 seconds.

x)

i is englanding you.

2008-03-25T21:40:00.000+08:00

greetings and salutations.

...

it means hi.

...

anyway.

i'm joining the new south wales english test!heh.i missed the opportunity last year to try it out as i like "englishing" people.witnessed by cheryl, junyen etc.x).so i shall not miss it this year! =D

i took the form 5 standard btw.i like to pitch things high when i study and stuff.

BUT.this mindset of mine has its flaws.

for instance, this easily triggers procrastination.which, seems to be what i'm so good at.how contradicting, isn't it?we human being.we try to do better, think bigger, fly higher.but in the end, we always take the easy way out. or contemplate to ourselves, saying "there's time.some other time.".(this is always the case for me.i'm trying to change it.=x)

i think..this area of me has affected me in some ways.perhaps, maybe, possibly..

something's been happening to me in the past one odd year.it might be just my lack of educating myself linguistically by reading or listening to talks.or it might be a...neurological problem?don't know.it's a very worrying and bugging problem.i just can't seem to remember words when i wanna speak sometimes.(this applies to bm and english.AND ENGLISH.gah.) sometimes i slip up on my pronunciation subconsciously.it takes me ages to write an essay, let it be english or malay.though.malay takes a hell longer.

i'm actually quite amazed that i could blog up to this much.intriguing..

anyway.problems i encounter, i try to solve them most of the time.unless its completely out of my hands to handle.which.this isn't.so i've taken some steps (langkah2) to help myself regain my fluency in speaking.

*deviates from subject*

today!yes.let's talk about today.today was a not so good day for jung kiang.
yes.not good day means not good mood.not good mood means...ggfyingmood.

marcus, the head prefect, so to be , came and told us off for staying so long during recess even after the bell rang.but i mean, come on.some of us can't help it.stupid lines.keep getting cut by inconsiderate and impatient people..i saw tan juan standing at the nasi lemak stall today while i was lining up, and i think i saw at least 5 people cut line.2 indians guy, 1 malay guy and 2 tudungs.EEEYAAARRGH!

*ahem*that was a uh..release of..hormones?

=x

anyway.jung kiang happened to still be eating his chicken after the bell rang.marcus came yelling from the other side of the canteen to go back to class.since i finished my meal already, i turned around to go back to class.

*sounds of a chair rumbling on the floor*

i turned to look and saw jung kiang walking from his seat, with his plate of chicken no where to be seen.and he murmured "cibai.." with his ultraknnccbdulan face.

apparently, marcus took his plate of UNFINISHED food away while he was still munching away.

WHAT kind of head prefect is this.

WHO gave you the right to remove peoples , so to say , means of life away from them?
screw it.it doesn't even need to be means of life.he bloody paid for it.i mean.

WOULD YOU take some pelajar orang asli's food who looks like he's got AIDS, throw it away and tell him "times up.please go back to class."

==.find me the sincerity in your 'please'.

jung kiang expressed his feelings later at marcus with lots of colorful words.

other little things happened to him also la.which made his day all bad.

BUT.my main reason for deviating the subject is to talk about

THE ACT AGAINST EXCESSIVE STUDIES
our slogan: save the nerds, save the world.

now there's something to ponder upon.if you nerd all your life.you might get married.have kids.like father like son/daughter, they'll be nerds like you.and sooner or later, the whole world will be influenced by the urge to finish moral tugasan 7 and 8 on the 25th of march when the deadline is on the END OF MAY.

THIS is what our friend, zhiling, was doing during mm.it was astonishing.astounding.perplexing.flabbergasting.devastating.

so we assiduously tried to cease her madness over homework.

DAMN IT MORAL TUGASAN ISNT HOMEWORK.

anyway.

jung kiang let fly his essay-like talk to prevent the world from nerd domination.

and honestly i felt..inferior..somewhat.JEALOUS.

gee this sounds so gay.

*undeviate*

www.thefreedictionary.com is my friendly companion in my endeavour to improve my english.
yes.free.fast.effective.accessible.man where have you ever heard of anything else just like that?

...

oh.the internet.

ok.thats all for now i guess.

Thus ends my post.

time change

2008-03-25T21:12:00.000+08:00

okayy.. EUPHORIA charity concert is now gonna be from 3 - 7++

aiya.must be disappointing for many..nevertheless.don't give up...*josh groban voice muncul*..don't give uuuuuppp....

please come!
x)

irony.

2008-03-24T23:32:00.000+08:00

lol.for some reason, i have this twisted thinking, that thanks to urbandsucks, my blog got more sambutan.xD look at the bright side of things.i just wrote a karangan about kemerdekaan today la.perpaduan kaum.perayaan ini dapat mengelakkan pertelingkahan.

x)

anyway.

EUPHORIA!
gee i just realized i havent said anything about it here. =x

yes!euphoria charity concert.

Organized by :
The Interact Club of Damansara Utama
The Interact Club of Taman Tun Dr. Ismail ,
The Interact Club of ELC International School

Theme: Smart Casual ( UV Lights Will Be Installed , So Be Creative )
Date: 5th Of April 2008

Time 7 P.M. - 12 A.M. ( Registration Starts At 6.P.M. )

Venue : KDU College Hall

Ticket Price:
RM20 Anyone Everyone =D

peoples!come to the next one red paperclip performance! hehe.

our songlist is gonna be pretty short this time.cuz we're given 10 minutes to perform.so it'll be something like..

1.empty
2.hero heroine
3.stars(encore?)

ngehehe.

and please no discrimination this time. == polite criticism is allowed i guess.

might wanna change the band name to..

elationship

whaddaya think?

p/s:elation is a word.

Thus ends my post.

kids these days...

2008-03-16T23:55:00.000+08:00

kids these days..

well urbandsucks, i guess you're fit and healthy now.sitting on a tree somewhere, with an apple in your hand, munching away at it.i mean.pfft.you're so healthy, you climbed up a tree.who climbs up a tree these days?

yeah gee.my guitarist is so fat, he probably DOES eat like a dog.so that makes you absolutely correct!yay!give yourself a hand, a pat on the back and maybe a medal, trophy and certificate just to make you feel good.what?you want freebees?yeah sure..go ahead and get yourself some..you sure are worthy of celebration.yesserree.i mean, man.you'll be like, the next menteri kesihatan in the future..teaching everyone the ways of eating.how to keep a proper diet.then you'll eliminate all the fat people in the world!like..omg!that's like..so radical!then the world's rate of food consumption will decrease!then the world will survive for a longer period of time!all thanks to you urbandsucks!wow..you ought to be given a nobel prize or something..don't you think?

condescending bastard.

the imba-est crap you have ever heard and seen.

2008-03-14T15:39:00.000+08:00

re:taylor's college performance!

2008-03-06T21:05:00.000+08:00

hello evelybuddy.

details on our band performance..

its at taylor's college..somewhere in subang.near ss15 i think.
we're performing around 3pm till 3.45.time tbc.

i'm never enough, am i.

low low low low low low low low lowww..

2008-03-05T00:06:00.000+08:00

my band muh band..muh band, muh band,muh baaaaaannddd...

hello.i need people's opinion on our song list!please leave comments and stuff about songs or song suggestions..and maybe come for the concert too!so you can hear the song you asked for! =D

*hint*:we're kinda like..boys like girls crazy.x)

*1.great escape
*2.thunder
*3.on top of the world
*4.hero/heroine
5.facedown
6.apologize(cover)
7.stars(oldnya.)

other song suggestions
1.holiday - boys like girls...again.
2.empty - the click five
3.american dream - switchfoot
4.umbrella???
5.where is your boy/grand theft autumn - fall out boy

whaddaya think? =\

ONE RED PAPERCLIP.

google is my best friend.(and yours too, apparently.)

2008-03-02T22:34:00.000+08:00

hmmm..

it seems that i'm short.

so short until i have become the universal epitome of short.

(10:33:55 PM) Sh@DoW | master procrastinator.: kk
(10:42:25 PM) Sh@DoW | master procrastinator.: my name is
(10:42:40 PM) Sh@DoW | master procrastinator.: hanake setsuo teriyaki suzuki honda civic
(10:44:49 PM) Li "Hairmesser" Qi.: =.=
(10:44:49 PM) Li "Hairmesser" Qi.: good for you

doesnt go.

should be more like...
Sh@DoW says:himynameisjokthxbai.

25% of the people who visited(who actually turn out to be only 3 people ==) actually visit my blog pretty often!that's good to hear...i think.

16% apparently have never been here before, namely jung.well at least they weren't bersikap biadap seperti 16 peratus orang yang melaung-laungkan dengan nada patriotik dan protes "SIAPA PUNYA BLOG NI?".kita mesti menerima hakikat bahawa adalah tidak wajar untuk seseorang menjerit kepada...

wooooo..mr.goey influence.beliau seorang guru bahasa melayu yang berilmu pengetahuan, berdaya maju, bermartabat tinggi, berjiwa besar, dan bersemangat patriotik.

fuyo.

had exams in the past week.i ~~studied~~ lazed with a great vengeance.

had an ok week.watched jumper on friday with dear dear.x).its an ok ok movie la.in terms of coolness of how they teleport here and there..effects and stuff, its pretty cool.in terms of storyline, i'd say its either cheesy or boring.

shadowroxorz.blogspot hardly ever has pictures..so be grateful!and entertained.x)

protagonis dalam cerita ini.namanya david rice.(beatrice's relative? =x)

he is a jumper.jumper's "jump".i can jump.jumper's can jump too.
hayden christensen somehow takes the role of a somewhat foolish teenage guy blinded by emotion (later on in the movie), like in star wars 2 and 3, with..

this girl.they're in rome...oooo.can't see her face?

here's a closer look..

"i wanna be held close to you too.."

O.o movies these days.

ohwell.enough about peloncat.

i find this thing very amusing..i searched and searched and discovered it to be called..

DOMOKUN!

looks like huajie.

ohwell.i gtg.ciaoz for now.

master procrastinator.

2008-02-23T23:49:00.000+08:00

maybe i should change my email to masta_procrastinata@hotmail.com.

it was some pibg meeting thingy today.i was practically picked of the streets(more like the path from bilik persalinan to the kantin)and dragged into marching on thursday.cuz i was fooling around there while the krs were practicing at the futsal court.i just couldn't resist the temptation of jumping around like a monkey just for the fun of it for all of them to see.then suddenly,a loud manly voice beckoned from the squad up ahead..

"JOOELLLLL!!!!!"

gee.no need to shout man.we're only like a mere 80 odd metres away from each other.

...

"WHAAAAAAT!!!!"

choong hern called me.and i replied with a vengeance.

anyway.he motioned to me to come over.before i knew it, i was doing "ke kanan lurus" already.

"you borrow uniform from charlson."
"huh what?"
"you borrow full u from charlson.you're marching.get in!"

that's what jou said to me when i went over to the futsal court.there was no choice given.it was an order.no question marks.just fullstops and exclamation marks.

ohwell.i always wanted to march for krs.so ok. =D

it wasn't much of marching, darn it.

yay..

2008-02-23T11:26:00.000+08:00

your voiceeeeeeeeeeee was the soundtrack of my summer..do you know you're unlike any other..you'll always be my thunder.

red hot nachos.

2008-02-23T01:10:00.000+08:00

huiya! hello orangs.yes..i will blog about that party we played for..red hot nite.apparently the group i was in for the games has this blogpost's title for its name.

well the day for our band was pretty busy..started with picking peoples up.melvin,james,edmund,nigel,jou,me and ALL our equipment had to fit into a pajero. == edmund la.supposed to go with zhenchi.but then end up following us.anyway.we had to go to sm subang utama first for an audition for a gig on the 10th of march at taylor's college. =O yeah i think it's organized by taman sea school.wanna come?x) support us!

one red paperclip..

we couldnt decide what to play for the audition.cuz we didnt know there wasnt gonna be a drum set there.so it was either thunder or on top of the world.eventually went for on top of the world cuz i can't rmb the lyrics for thunder.x) couldnt...at that time.and my voice wasnt so good on that day..i couldnt hit the high note at the end of on top of the world.screwed it up bad..=\ but we still got in. >< we were against another band who lacked their lead singer.so their backup singer sang instead.he sang an octave lower and nasally.so.ohwell.they still were applauded.so..yayness?

then we went to the church.yeah it was at a church.a really small one too.practiced our songs
thunder and on top of the world.still couldnt really hit the note right.we were given an hour to practice..so when our time was up, we went to a nearby mamak to fill our rumbling stomachs...like mine is RIGHT NOW.and its 2 am.but anyway.yeah.i ate roti bom cheese. o.O not common..but it was the bomb wei.damn nice.oh well.thats the whole point of the name right?so if there were roti's that tasted like shyt then it'll obviously be called roti shyt?roti crap?roti omgpleasedontremindmeofwhatiatejustnow?

then we went to zhenchi's uncle's apartment which conveniently was just across the road.we had about an hour and a half to bathe and chill.so we watched tv..fun with dick and jane.haha..so the retarded.failure betul.

then came the gig..it was pretty much..just..game/activity..band performance..game/activity..band performance etc.

there were 3 bands.we were the first to play.when we were briefed..we were told we have 15 minutes to play anything..=\ so out of pure stupidity + impulse, we decided to kick in the great escape too.

note to self = dont sing THREE boys like girls songs in a row during gigs.

result:the horrible great escape.i practically sang falsetto through half of the song.couldnt tahan after singing thunder and on top of the world.

thunder went well.i hit the notes right..i remembered the lyrics!well..almost all.x)

trivial how i could sing thunder but not the on top of the world ending..o.O

i didnt go high at the end of on top of the world.my manly intuition inside me told me not to.what the.but anyway.yeah.just felt like i couldnt.

then i went home and i could hit the note.==

oh well..

Thus ends my post.

gigstress?

2008-02-19T23:45:00.000+08:00

hello.welcome and you are listening to the leader of the banddd...ONE RED PAPERCLIP!

yes.we have a real unusual band name.the story of how we got it is even more unusual.

it was 2006...when we 92's were form 2's back then..our 2 siantan band couldn't with such a name.i mean.just imagine..

"persembahan seterusnya ialah persembahan 'band' oleh pelajar tingkatan dua.dipersilakan, '2 siantan band'!"

holy guacamole.i think i almost ~~shit in my pants there.~~

anyways we were being pressured by cik ina for a band name..so.out of sheer desperation, secara terburu-buru, james took the chinese newspaper(shue hai?)and pointed at the first english words we saw.which was...one red paperclip.

...all of us quite stun.gee.must be some stupid direct translation?=x

turns out its a book.a book about a guy.who started out with one red paperclip.and traded it for a house in 14 trades. O.O it even has a blogspot, goodness. oneredpaperclip.blogspot.com

sangat paiseh..sorry man.but we're using your book title..x)

man its late.not a good time to update.ohwell.laters.

Thus ends my post.

o.O

2008-02-11T17:09:00.000+08:00

out of desperation and worry that my blog has close to kosong readers, i have setup a poll to research the famosity of my blog.or rather..infamosity?=\

poll secara sendiri

blog yang mana lebih disuka?

1)shadowroxorz 0.5
2)hepokesherface 57
3)heiskumar 1.2

what the useless.

gooooongxi goooongxi gongxi niiiiii

2008-02-08T12:00:00.000+08:00

before i say anything else..i wanna say.

GONG XI FA CAI!
GONG HEI FAHT CHOI!
SIN YENG QUAI LERH!
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!
SELAMAT TAHUN BARU CINA!

have a very happy blessed wonderful merry chinese new year all ya'll cinapeks and cinamois!
x)

---

i belong to the loners clan.one of the people who didn't go anywhere for cny.and a few other people i know of too.namely julian, jung, ky..anyone else?gimme a shout out then.

sat around..played guitar..went swimming.

oh wait.i mean..oh,i went swimming!

its like an achievement for me.i've lived in this condo for 2 years plus and i can count the number of times i've been in that pool with my fingers. o.O i finally learned how to swim freestyle.from my mom.she merupakan seorang swimmer yang amat the bagus.xD

so out of fearsome boredom, i asked julian and jung to stay over last night.whenever any guys come stay over here, tbun shall be happy.yes.the cc downstairs in front of my condo.x).yeah we went..played call of duty 4:modern warfare.pwnage game.came home at 12.40.jung only brought one item with him to my place..a toothbrush. o.O

then julian suggested we played squad seven..its a card based game.kinda like snap with a whole lot of other stuff in it.like if you draw an event card, you either have to run around the table and shoot a target(with a dart gun that comes with the game), take all the cards that have been played and deal it to everyone before a specific time or just run around the table or shoot a target.

pretty interesting.apparently the game has its own website.check it out!www.sqd7.com

haha cool.alright thats all for now.gonna go visit peoples.ciaoz.

Thus ends my post.

furuburutuku.

2008-02-06T01:28:00.001+08:00

Thursday, January 3, 2008

==

at the chat box leh.info about tickets.keep crossing your fingers for dumc!=D

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Thursday, January 3, 2008

...

Thursday, January 3, 2008

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alamak.

*typetypetype*www.timeanddate.com

walanneh.

wahai kawan-kawanku, saya meminta maaf daripada saudara-saudariku atas kepincangan dan ombak kebosanan yang anda semua ditimbul seketika ketiadaan pos-pos blog saya.

lalala...

i've a feeling you people who love switchfoot out there have come here looking for a "report" on how OMGWTFBBQHAXT3HAWWSEHM they were on the night of feb the 2nd.

saturday.

went for youth worship team practice in the morning..we debut played our very own written song!(yes,our worship team rawks.) its called ain't the same.anyway.ran off halfway through youth..o.O had to get there early so we could get a good spot(it was free standing.means you can stand anywhere on their floors for free.but watching sf wasn't).....or so we thought.

went with jared jamie and jason ang, steph lydia and christine ong, siufai, daryll, a sara i dont know and two mat sallehs i also dont know.

anyways.arrived at kl convention centre at around 4pm.since it was my first time to a concert,to my shock and horror,there was a looong line in front of the doors. O.O somewhat 70+ people sitting there already.and on the ticket it says 6.30pm.and you guys thought i was a switchfoot freak.x).

waited around till like 7 before they actually opened the doors.then the bouncer like people were checking for cameras and....water bottles???i don't get it either.

then there were not so intimidating people, taking your ticket, tearing it and with the most depressing voice ever, they say like robots "enjoy the show..".

then there were malays, putting on blank bands, the ones you wear when you go into sunway lagoon, except its just white, onto your wrists.

see the gradual degrading position here?

------------------------------------->POTONG.
i was wondering why i saw so many tudungs during switchfoot.
POTONG BALIK.<----------------------------- anyway.when i looked through the doors at first, i was expecting a grand hall..with a huge stage, glorious lighting, carpeted floors and...---- "eh.how come i can see the wall wan." amg.the hall was so small, you could fit yunwei insi-no wait actually you can't but. yes.small.i think it was the size of a tapak perhimpunan of any school.== and when everyone finally fit into the hall, it was like only half full == how disappointing.why can't malaysia boleh in number of switchfoot fans instead of ahli-ahli rempit or pengguna-pengguna tudung or wanginya tandas-tandas awam negara kita. as a malaysian switchfoot fan, very the disappointing. waited some more till almost 7.30 before something finally started happening.two wild emcee's appeared.one black,tall and buff.the other short,slim and amused with the tall,black and buff's cool curly hair. ... *ahem*they started throwing t shirts and posters to the crowd.unfortunately,due to my wonderful height,i managed to skim with the tips of my fingernail atoms...some other fans hand. anyway.then two local bands started performing before switchfoot came on.first was love me butch.their songs were so typical malaysian band , there was this mat salleh standing next to us.he asked us when the clash of instruments were gonna stop playing.we kindly replied, one more song.the racket played two "songs" already.the man grasped his chest in agony yet relief upon hearing the chance of freedom. lol. and then... SWITCHFOOT!!! they immediately started off with meant to live intro then changing to oh!gravity.then continued as followed stars
politicians
this is your life - they did a really cool slowdown at the end with the driven bass guitar and drums..they slowed down gradually.totally rad.
lonely nation
we are one tonight - they fit in the first verse and chorus of the shadow proves the sunshine into the silent acoustic part of we are one tonight.
only hope - i clearly remember some fat guy holding his girl and slowly swaying and pushing me. ==
dirty second hands - jon did the crazy crash destroying thing after the song as usual.
on fire
american dream - this was the coolest song cuz they all just suddenly froze in the middle of the last chorus for almost a minute.stand still.frozen.ish wish i had a camera phone.
learning to breathe
meant to live
dare you to move - encore song.they went off stage but came back after crowd chants.

ah.the awesomeness just cant be expressed in words.let alone by me,pardon my not so good articulation.but yeah..it was so gooood...

now lets hope they come again real soon!
=D

Thus ends my switchfoot post.

==

2008-01-04T14:47:00.001+08:00

at the chat box leh.info about tickets.keep crossing your fingers for dumc!=D

switchfoot tickets

2008-01-04T14:45:00.000+08:00

LOOK! ==========>

switchfoot finally comes to malaysia...

2008-01-03T23:33:00.000+08:00

but guess what?maybe not only malaysia.cuz MAYBE.they'll be coming to

MY CHURCH!!!!!!!

DUMC!

wooohooooooooooooooo.....coolness wei.my dad told me that our senior pastor is gonna offer to let them play at dream centre(my church premise =D) on the 2nd of february,which was their planned date.at first they wanted to play on the 6th..which i heard is chinese new years eve =O

so my dad explained that letting them play on cny's eve is like asking them to play on thanksgiving night.which is as important to them like cny's eve(dinner)is to us malaysiachinese people.my dad said...

"if they play on cny's eve,who's gonna do audio?who's gonna do video?who's gonna do security?WHO'S GONNA COME?"

well.that made sense.so yeah..

BUT.they're offering again tmr to play on the 2nd.so yay!all ya'll switchfoot fans out there,cross your fingers,toes,arms,legs,hairs,tongue and anything else....cross-able.

if they come to my church...at least you'll know how to get to my church after the concert when you're so desperate to come for any other happening things at my church.=D

haha.

sorry for the bloglessness.i've been rather lazy to blog.nothing much to say..heh.

first day today.when you see all guys' hair short.like mine now == don't really like it.but...it'll grow.=D anyway.yes..mmmm first day.quite ok lor.elected dong as class monitor,patricia AGAIN for assistant.lol.she must be getting tired of doing it.

dang.we tried voting for zhenchi as monitor.but the class simply didn't see the hidden potential in him.so instead..he's ajk kebersihan!xD

our form teacher's name is pn.junaidah(amazing that i remember... o.O)she's pretty nice..and she'll be teaching us sejarah.and she mentioned something about having a sudut hijau in our class..its like a sudut bacaan.except.its...hijau?we're supposed to have plants there on the sudut hijau table.i guess i'll put some cacti there.oh and duh.you can guess who was put in charge of the "green corner". ==

...sounds like a restaurant name for vegetarians. "\o.O/"

then we had recess.cao fan is back!yay.they kinda went out of business for a while last year.....more like.half a year.but they're back!and their soy sauce tastes better than ever!=D

oh and i discovered the canteen drink lady tries to con you sometimes.when she scoops ice from the big tong of ice with the cup,i think there's a lot of water in the tong.so when she scoops the ice,about 1/3 of the cup will be filled with water.then she'll fill the cup to..almost full.so con right?

either they're bloody stingy people or she's just plain blurr.CONVENIENTLY being blurr to con everybuhday.

...

i feel like i'm turning into jung kiang...he sits next to me in class.yes.he's in my class..oops!i mean...OUR class.x) yes.we need to get used to that term.OUR class.anyway.yeahh...4 daisi is like..a combination of last years daisi and anggerik.huajie,tse kai,david,zi chuen,jung,joseph,joe ian,caryi,shing,sze,tham.

shing came today!she might be moving to dj.yes..now its a MIGHT.not a WILL.she purposely wan la.purposely want to instill that friendship loss "suspense" in us mates.

and ky moved to anggerik.apparently she received wrong pmr results...oh man.thats heart-wrenching.but its ok ky!we're right next door.so if you ever feel the urge to sing "wHEN....you gooOoOOOOo..",i'm right next door,pruning my bonsai tree in the sudut hijau.

x).

alrighty.its late.gotta sleep.i've got biology tuition.the first taste of bio.hope it'll be a not so unpleasant experience.

Thus ends my post.

camp!

2007-11-28T23:57:00.000+08:00

yes thats right!

xyz camp mannn..the camp title for this year is Living On The Edge.
ooo..sounds interesting.x)
date:8-11 dec
place:peacehaven,genting highlands!(now that should get some people coming xD)
price:rm180 , closing date 1 dec!!thats this saturday.
after closing date : rm220

so if you wanna save that essential 40 bucks,inform someone from our youth!which is the xyz from dumc.
if you so happen to not know anyone from my church however and you want to sign up,please tell me asap so i can send you the form.it requires parental consent,meaning signature,ic number and all.and yours too.then you need to pass it back to me so i can hand it up.

sorry all this was in such short notice.it kinda...slipped my mind..=\

nevertheless,i encourage all of you to come!whoever you are..=D

you.

2007-11-28T01:21:00.000+08:00

yes.you.you know who you are.

what's happened to you?i'm worried.it's like i don't know you anymore.

no it's not who you think it is.its you.

yes.you.you know who you are.

as a friend.i'm concerned.
yes.we may go through hard times and such.i do not know what you're still feeling,as you've said.i would like to know.

am i not your friend?i don't know about you,but you're my best friend as far as it goes.and i don't want things like this happening.

you know how it feels.you went through it.

yes.you.you know who you are.

now i'm going through it.to some extend.

wow i just read how you describe yourself.you don't want this to happen.
you say you treasure us.do you,really?

don't worry.i have no intention on siding anyone.the first reaction from anyone,let alone you,would be

"yeah yeah yeah whatevuuhhhhh.you just pilih kasih la."

well i'm trying my best not to.

i'm not pointing my finger at anyone.

i'm just saying hey.

hey you.

yes.you.you know who you are.

please.talk to me.give me a deeper understanding about what's going on so we can solve it.

after all.you DO want to solve it....right?

buku muka.

2007-11-20T17:55:00.000+08:00

"eh?so complicated leh." anyone on facebook.

the genting-trip-people have just come back today.missed the trip.parents didnt allow me.dang..

okayyyyyy..many things have passed by...like loud concert,d'race,the last day of school,my mum's kindergarten concert,the genting trip..and uhm.oh!there's something to share about.

a real shocking,unforgettable,exhilarating experience...

last wednesday,i was staying over at kokss' place.felt kinda lonely,two guys and a room..=x so called jou over.washed up and got myself presentable as i just woke up.so we talked,watched koks play dota,attempted to sleep,watched koks play dota some more and..you get the drill.so anyway,time struck 3pm (koks and i woke at 1 something,so no,she didnt stay for long xD) and jou had to go.the mum called and affirmed her to come home.just as we stepped out the door,it started to rain.so we thought."ahhh..just a little rain,what could happen?" i spoke too soon,then. =\

borrowing an umbrella from kokss,we went out of the gate.as soon as we set foot into the open,the downpour get heavier and heavier.we thought "ohwell.just some heavy rain we'd have to deal with then..."

then it got heavier..

jou: oh mann!!my pants are getting wet!!(she was wearing long pants.)

and heavier..

me:oh mann!!my pants are getting wet!!(i was wearing 3\4 pants.)

and heavier..

"unison":oh mann!!i'm all wet!!

stupid useless umbrella.
no offense kokss.

oh btw.i owe you an umbrella.=D

this storm was no joke ok!its like..the kind where you REALLY need to actually use the umbrella to block the strong winds.like.actually using your strength to do it,whereas on a typical any day downpour,you could be using an umbrella made of mcdonald's straws for that matter.but yeah.and the winds kept changing direction.so,once,the wind decided to do a moonwalk.so.it turned 180 degrees!so the umbrella went like..*FOOP* turned inside out like you always see on movies where there's this malang dude caught in a storm with a black umbrella at night.

so yes.the umbrella was pretty useless.i ditched it later on..DUE to extreme circumstances,extreme!so yeah.

btw we reached the primary school junction,the roads we're like wading pools or mini rivers with strong currents.
i reckoned it'd be a good day to play your little toy boat.
oh wait.it was raining.ok anyway.

the only place we were dry probably'd be our hair.

This is because the umbrella that Joel and Jou Ee were carrying was shielding their heads from the dreaded...

...SO we got to the road between bu2 and 3.and i tell you people.crossing the road during a raging storm is NOT something you wanna do.especially if you're wearing slippers.i shall explain why.

1.car drivers seemingly like to drive relatively faster than usual when its raining,or,so it seems.anyway due to their..super speeds,they conjure artificial...mist.to add on to that,the rain's friggin heavy,so you ALREADY can't see nuts.

2.it seems that nowadays,more people are wearing spectacles.and its only smart for someone who relies on spectacles a lot to cross the road with spectacles on.so.we've got rain in your face.why not rain in your spectacles?just what you need to see "crystal clear".

3.thanks to scientists who made the excellent discovery of pressure,i am able to conclude that wearing slippers to cross a flooded or you would rather call it to make it sound less lethal,rather wet,road,you might want to think twice about buying those wellingtons.yes.those lovely shiny yellow things phua chu kang flogs around whether rain or shine apparently.THIS is because,maybe...JUST maybe..while crossing,you step into an awfully deep puddle,when you try to lift your foot out of it,the atmospheric pressure pushes your slipper into the puddle,allowing suction to steal your slipper from you.and thats exactly what happened to us.THREE times.jou-2 joel-1

so the first time was when we crossed the main road.science attacked as we set foot on the road and dashed for the divider.jou's slipper was kidnapped by mother nature and her apprentice...uhhhh...mister science?mister pressure?mister suc...-tion?

...

oookkkayyyy....

anyway.yes.i grasped my chance at being a hero and ran back to retrieve the sandal in distress.as i picked it up from the evil puddle,i turned and so traffic heavy on its way.
i think i heard a horn.
*SPLASH*

ouch kids.if you've never experienced how its like to get hit in the face by water from a puddle when a car drives by,you'd better stop laughing when you do.

it hit me in my face and my top body.oh it was a 4 wheel drive btw.yes.force x distance indeed.

so i was stranded on the other side of the road,umbrella-less,as traffic made its way thru the roads.i was practically shivering my ass off.teeth chattering.really.*chatter chatter*
ONE.

then we crossed to the other side of the road.and jou's slipper gets taken hostage again.i run after it.not much danger this time..yet.
TWO.

oh wait.there's no three.x)

as we walked towards the junction turning into bu2,this gush of wind blew so hard us,i think i felt us move backwards an inch or two.then suddenly...

*KKRAAAACCKKKKK*

me:what was that...

...

*BOOM!*

a tree fell right in front of us.well.at least not yet.some of it did.then i looked up and i saw the tree above us,crashing down,on its way to pulverize us if we didnt move any faster.jou screamed her lungs out.i shouted my lungs out,"DARLING!!!!!".keeping jou in my arms would be stupid.she scrambled for cover as we ran out of the tree's way.it came crashing and cracking down just seconds we moved from that spot.everything just phased into slow motion in that moment.that moment i saw jou running for her life towards the guardhouse as i ditched the umbrella(now thats extreme enough isnt it?i mean.if i didnt ditch it,i wouldnt be able to see the tree,and...God knows what would've happened that day.)

*phase*

i run towards the guardhouse closely behind jou.the rain was literally pricking every part of my body.it felt like bullets from a gatling gun.we got into the guardhouse,meeting a guard,all drenched like us.there,we shivered till the storm stopped.it seemed that both of us had lost our right slippers.went to retrieve them AND the umbrella,which was in the middle of the road.i saw further down the road,a huge tree had fell and barricaded the whole road.cars had to turn around and stuff.i looked back at the trees that nearly fell on jou and i as i breathed,shivering...

i'll never forget that day.

hrm.it was our monthniversary.craziest one yet.

Thus ends.

whoops.

2007-10-22T23:35:00.000+08:00

whoops.i just realized that those friendster and facebook links aren't useful if you don't have an account.

paiseh.

some more so inconvenient.must turn on your comp.

then start the internet.

then open windows live messenger.

then must open mozilla firefox..or internet explorer or whatever browser.

then must type my blog address...so long!
s....h....a....d....

"plug in the keyboard la!why you using the on-screen keyboard??"

...oh.

shadowroxorz.blogspot.com.

then must wait for the page to load.

then must scroll down.

then must click on the link.

then must wait for the page to load again.

then must login friendster 0r facebook.

then must wait again.

aiya.by then i think chicken eggs drop from the sky la.

so here it is.

nov 4th is a LOUD concert!
time: 5.30pm - 9.30pm
venue: auditorium , dream centre , 2 jalan sekysen 13/1 , seksyen 13 , 46200 petaling jaya.

nov 10th is D'race!similar to amazing race...interesting eh?
time:10am-4.30pm
venue:sports centre, dream centre.

how do ya get in?
by sms,email or postcard invitation.YOU'RE all invited!just tell me your name,age,handphone number,email address,home address,date of birth,place of birth,ic number,race,religion...

ok scratch all that except the first four.your name, hp number, age and email add.=D
you should receive a sms pass to get in..that is..if i'm feeling generous and rich and..nah just joking.x)

Thus ends muh post.

more on fcs 3..

2007-10-22T21:06:00.000+08:00

course i still blog laaa.just....really slowly.

okayyy...so for those people who are like "eh i wanna go!i wanna go!where's the place ah?" or "i no money take taxi" or "joel....you so geng....can you fetch me?*wide grin*", i present you...

click to enlarge, smarty pants.

tada.look at that.even the fax number.imagine the wonders you could do with those digits! =D

anyway.continuation..

i hope that all you people have been clicking those links on that previous post about fcs and getting spurred by my...endeavor..to bring you all to this big happening event.

and all my effort shall not go to waste.so i shall try to make this event as great as it has been advertised.

by me..that is.x)

wookay..as i have mentioned, one red paperclip(not our official name) is performing on fcs demi penghiburan penonton dan pengamanan suasana supaya meraikan alam yang amat ceria pada hari "sabtu/ahad penghubungan silaturahim"!okay my bm not so geng but ANYWAY.you get the idea.yes.we are playing.for a whopping 1 and a half hours.*mata terbeliak*
but chill la brudder.we're not 'superman learns to rock'.it'll be sorted out.1 and a half hours straight playing songs and singing our hearts out would be equivalent to putting effort into being as enthusiastic as our country's people for the fact we've got two doods floating in space now.i mean.we've got a friggin' channel on astro!to do what?i dunno cuz i don't bother watching but whatever it is, its gotta be MIGHTY interesting.

sigh.they should individualize channels for other things that are more important.like...hippopotamuses.

what.i learned from my dad today that the hippo is the most dangerous animal in africa.yes.even more than the lion or tiger.hard to believe.weird fact.then my brother gave his smartest quote of the day

"if you ever wanna buy a tiger, go to africa, cuz the tigers there are sissies."

way to go.

ANYWAY.

boy i know how to sidetrack.

ANYWAY.

yes.our premium performance.i shall list out the songs we intend to play.there are two lists.one is the confirmed one.the one with songs we sudah tahu dan mahu main.the other one is tidak tahu,mahu main, dan...mungkin terlalu susah.so anyway.do give your opinions on our songs.like tell us if you wanna hear us play a particular song on the day.

1.dirty little secret - all american rejects
2.stars - switchfoot
3.it ends tonight - all american rejects
4.the great escape - lelakis suka perempuans
5.keep your hands of my girl - good charlotte

1.face down - red jumpsuit apparatus
2.i don't love you - my chemical romance
3.time after time - quiet drive
4.paperthin hymn - anberlin
5.the feel good drag - anberlin
6.stay close don't go - secondhand serenade
7.what i've done - linkin park
8.be my escape - relient k
9.fall back into my life - amber pacific

all you absolutely nice people out there should be able to tell which list from which. ==

so yes.drop by.say hi.give comments and suggestions for us. =D

out.

Thus ends my post.

more than meets the eye.

2007-10-21T02:25:00.000+08:00

joel --

[noun]:

A human transformer (Robot in disguise)

'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

o.O

busy busy me.

2007-10-20T22:54:00.000+08:00

hello peoples.alright.got some big nues coming up for all ya'll people.

ok first off....friendship connection saturday/sunday!or better known as FCS 3!!

its gonna be this big awesome event held at my church on november 4th and 10th and all of YOU YOUTH are invited!(should i emphasize on the "youth"? "\o.O/")
yes you are.but.you have to tell me though, if you're coming, cuz you can only come in by invitation.and you must have a special invite thru sms,email or a post card to get in on the day.

so..on the november fourth..there'll be a LOUD concert!yes..LOUD is an acronym and it stands for something i don't know.so we'll have to go to find out! =D our very own juwita suwito is coming to perform together with our church band.*psst...juwita suwito's from our church okayyy..dont play play* and there'll be a sideshow and stuff before the concert so come for the performances and stuff.*hint hint*

on november tenth we'll be having D'race..a lil something like amazing race..get clues run here and there.

and there'll be lots of free stuff like FOOD!PRIZES! and lots more.x)

pleaseeee join the friendster group or the facebook one for more details and to keep yourself updated as they keep coming and other stuff like photos and vids coming your way!

i will try to update as the updates come along here. =D

another thing is that...

one red paperclip will be performing during fcs 3...on nov 4..at the very start..
keep posted for more details...=D

Thus ends my post.

I AM THE 7-TH SON OF A...

2007-10-07T12:33:00.000+08:00

my goodness.could the day get any gayer.x)

friday,apparently,was the last day of pmr.as i wrote on my family notice board,i have (momentary)FREEDOM!!!

the teacher's all predicted that we'd scream once we've "letakkan pensel" (at least they can predict better than...some people who give wrong info about upcoming papers...) so pn lee was like 'semua pelajar.jangan menjerit setelah habis peperiksaan.the teachers will all show you to the school gate,then you all can scream outside there.'

haha..okay..weird.but.ohwell.yes we all did scream once we got outside.everyone was chatting away.some about the geography paper we just had.some about where to go.some about sleeping when they get home etc.some malays were playing with fireworks outside the school too. -.- everyone adjourned to one u without time to waste and in about approx 15-20 minutes the bus lay by was pretty much empty.

walked home with liqi,kokss,jinwai,jung,jenn,huajie and SOME GUY. xD jenn and someguy headed over to huajie's to wait for cheryl while i went over to kokss.kokss tried to play dota thru a memory stick.x) sadly,his plan failed.liqi and jinwai came over later to crowd around the computer watching liqi downloading some pro stuff to fix kokss' dota problem.i provided musical serenity as they glared at the screen.x)

we walked over to huajie's about half an hour after ETA(expected time of arrival) and we left for one u.met up with some other people and headed for the cinemas.we watched the terrible movie. THE SEEKER. my goodness.

my review for this movie.

describe the movie in one word.
my answer would be...ESSENCELESS.storyline's so shallow.pretty much all of us (me,jou,yanyun,junyen,soonyi,jinwai,zicong,jung,liqi,ram,david...) predicted the plot or storyline 10 minutes into the movie.the actors in the movie weren't all that...spectacular.the movie,acting....agh.it was just all PLAIN GAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

the climax must've been the peak of the movie.thus,it is called the climax.this is where will stanton,aka the seeker,seventh son of a seventh son,willy,mr stanton,ultimate gay........
was posing for a photo shoot for the next top gay model while fighting with some loser horse rider who can't ride a mechanical pony for nuts.will stanton fights the Dark with style.his stance was just absolutely stunning...captivating...SEXY. -.- ohwell.at least the rider was equally pathetic.the famous lines came out of will's mouth and with that..he fell off his horse.can someone tell me what kind of RIDER is that??? == oh and jung commented.whats with the rider's mask??for what wan.keeping dust out.or else he'll have a heart attack and fall off his horse again.

ohwell.thats enough discrimination.next jou,zicong,dong and i went job hunting.legal employment age is sixteeennnn.agh man.jou eventually found a job at body glove.filled in a form with zicong.walaubagaimanapun,the guy said he'd call back the next day and he still hasn't. =\ so.due to that.off i go job hunting later!

lalala.pmr's over.whoohooo...what're we gonna do?err...dunno.shake a leg.break a leg?dunno.the post pmr syndrome has affected..uhh.duh all pmr students.therefore,we all need to find something to do.eg. get a job,get a hobby,try something new...ohwells.

my tummy rumbles.food beckons.

Thus ends my post.

escape...

2007-09-19T22:25:00.000+08:00

Paper bags and plastic hearts

All are belongings in shopping carts

It's goodbye

But we got one more night

Let's get drunk and ride around

And make peace with an empty town

We can make it right

Throw it away

Forget yesterday

We'll make the great escape

We won't hear a word they say

They don't know us anyway

Watch it burn

Let it die

Cause we are finally free tonight

Tonight will change our lives

It's so good to be by your side

But we'll cry

We won't give up the fight

We'll scream loud at the top of our lungs

And they'll think it's just cause we're young

And we'll feel so alive

Throw it away

Forget yesterday

We'll make the great escape

We won't hear a word they say

They don't know us anyway

Watch it burn

Let it die

Cause we are finally free tonight

All of the wasted time

The hours that were left behind

The answers that we'll never find

They don't mean a thing tonight

Throw it away

Forget yesterday

We'll make the great escape

We won't hear a word they say

They don't know us anyway

Throw it away

Forget yesterday

We'll make the great escape

We won't hear a word they say

They don't know us anyway

Throw it away

Forget yesterday

We'll make the great escape

We won't hear a word they say

They don't know us anyway

Watch it burn

Let it die

Cause we are finally free tonight

how i wish for this to come to pass one day.

slap me.i need it.

2007-09-16T20:48:00.000+08:00

orange and black must be sexy.x)

yes.slap me.as in correct me from my wrongs.apparently (apparently?yeah right) i can be real rude sometimes.or maybe its all the time.just that i don't realize it.i beg for everyone's apologies and honesty to tell me when i'm wrong.i'm accepting the role of a child to his parents.though i might just bark back at you,i guess i'll thank you some time later =D once again,forgive me for being such a narcissistic obnoxious person sometimes(realllyyy??)

humble men are...uhhh...ok nvm.i have to work on making up cliches.x)

gee.talk about narcissism.shadowroxorz.maybe i should change it to shadowboringxorz or shadowdoesntwannablognomorexorz or something.i feel like forgetting my blog completely.

pmr has practically brainwashed me to be a hardworking..study person.i mean.history is starting to be appealing to me!thats almost like i'm tall(oh no.i'm being completely the opposite of narcissistic now.)or kennysia's blog bores the hairs off old people who have no more hair to bore off anyway or going to toilet can be a hobby or handphone's are i liability to the society.*this is the part where you laugh sarcastically*.study study..wish all pmr-ers out there the best.unless you're supposed to be taking pmr but you're not,then go stick your head into a pink bucket of tartar sauce and jump of a playground slide with ice skates on.that makes no sense.ohwell.*cue!*

ain't i just made up of 100% nonsense?i think the second i typed handphone's are i liability to the society,some majlis perbahasan whatever started having a telecommunicative debate.which.would be stupid.cuz if the other side thinks handphone's are a liability,they wouldn't even touch a handphone even if their mommy's told them to.so in the end,i set off a redundant argument somewhere in the world...or country...or rather my wonder wander brain.

i'd like to go over the thing about old people's hair accumulation but i figured i'd save you the torture and your time.

my blog is nonsensical.only for people like me.nonsensical and lifeless.
*isn't this the part where you slap me?hmmm..*

i had the weirdest dream in the afternoon.i was living in my old house.jou and kokss came over.i greeted them warmly and served them.suddenly i'm in the kitchen with jou.next thing you know she falls off the counter,shrinks and turns into a barbie doll and falls into a bottle.i think i was panicking like noone's business.crying.thought she was brought into the nether plain,never to return.DEAD.or something.next thing you know i'm asking about the gardener's race whether he's an iban or a dayak(wudufuh?????)then suddenly the dream turns into a you got punk'd scene.where i got punk'd and jou wasn't really singing with angels in white robes after all.kokss appears and gives the gayest smile you could ever receive in three and a quarter lifetimes,even an elephant would grow wheels and rollerskate all the way to alaska and back without even breaking a nail!then we started watching some movie about lego starwars or something.COOL.childhood memories.x) i can proudly say 'i had lightsabers in my dream!' except they were lego ones.ohwell.lightsabers are cool ok.want one up yours?>) yes nonsensical dreams for a nonsensical person.

my ass hurts.i'm on the toilet bowl.i shall now brainwash myself again and make another stupid remark and start another pointless argument somewhere in the universe about why indian people think terengganu's flag is insulting.

thus ends my post.

whoo!

2007-08-20T19:57:00.000+08:00

i just got a new mp3 player!creative zen stone plus , black.

after a solid 3 plus years waiting.i remember the promise my dad made me.i mean.he made me study 80 hours or something 2 weeks before upsr.he said he'll get me an mp3 if i fulfill the task.so ok.i did.and he didn't fulfill HIS side of the deal,till this very day.he kept putting it off,over and over. -.- ohwell.

yay.

a new leaf.

2007-08-20T13:34:00.000+08:00

a brand new blog!wow...

yay..just following the cloud.==